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I'm afraid not one bit of this chapter can go up on here because of some pretty heavy content. I'll post the Google Doc links, but I nonetheless foresee this post being flagged up by Patreon. If that does happen, click this link and move over to my discord server and pair your accounts to get access to the chapters.

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Chapter 26

Dark Mode Chapter 26

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Itisn1tmyname

So I basically joined your patron yesterday just for the month, and then this chapter... This is like, so much more angst and hurt and rape and all around bad feelings than I signed up for. I'm kinda sensible in that regard, had a year-long depressive episode after reading Worm (and Metamorphosis or even just the mention of the plot points in this chapter is so much worse) - I'd really like to know if this kind of content is something I can expect happening again, going forward. That said, I'll be sleeping terribly tonight and feel like shit tomorrow, but I'm not a vindictive person so if this gets flagged it wasn't because of me - you do you, in general you're a good writer, even if your taste in source material is even more suspect than I thought. Just tell me, was this a one-time thing or not?

Eternal Yujin

One-time thing. My thread did indeed traumatise me into obstinately deciding to "good-end" Metamorphosis after I asked for hentai crossover suggestions. It genuinely tanked my mood for the rest of the day after binging it. You think it can't get worse, and then it does. Shit genuinely pissed me off. Alas, I did need to do some groundwork for her character, and I tried to resolve everything in a single chapter. Things probably won't get darker than this, and there'll be a pause on hentai crossover shit for a while, since there's a ton of DxD stuff planned. Regardless... no, I do not plan on throwing this kind of hentai in again. This was a one-off.

Itisn1tmyname

Alright, thank you very much. I've enjoyed the story so far even though it's been pushing some of my boundaries (see Kyouka and the student council prostitution ring) - I'm happy to hear that I'll be able to continue reading without risking my mental health. I get invested in unhealthy stories far too easily... Anyway, thanks for the prompt answer and keep being awesome! :3

Eternal Yujin

I'm glad! Enjoy the next few chapters. It's all a blast! Now, I asked this on discord, but you seem more active on here so I thought I'd re-ask it... and don't take this the wrong way, but I'm surprised you can stomach reading DxD fics considering Diodora routinely puts nuns through worse. Or was it the more zoomed-in, personal nature of this chapter that got to you? Just out of curiosity ofc.

Itisn1tmyname

It's the up-close view and the perspective. I get really immersed in the viewpoint and feelings of the character and those that are closely aligned in their feelings. Funnily enough, I actually read and enjoy lots of Shiro's stories - even the Nightmare one. It's all about perspective: reading about rape from the view of the perpetrator can be off-putting or a turn-on, depending on how it's written. Reading about rape from the view of the victim is unbearable. Even just the summary and experience in this chapter, where the main emotion of the viewpoint character is wrath and all the depression and self-doubt and feeling worthless is a secondary character aligned with the main view, well - even that was very much uncomfortable. Still captures my attention though. Sometimes I can't help but self-flagellate... ...but there's a reason why I mainly choose to read power fantasies, wish fulfillment and fix-it fics nowadays.

Eternal Yujin

Well, as grim as it was... this was a fix-it at the very least, so take some solace in that. Bright times ahead for Saki. As Naruto would say: believe it! ^^