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Hi sweetheart,

this is mainly for my dear patrons who've sent me a request these past days. I've been getting off of my anti-depression medications and I'm now feeling the withdrawal symptoms. It's no fun. It's not too bad, don't worry. but it is hard to deal with and I'm not feeling great.

I had time scheduled today and yesterday to make request videos, but I find I can't. It's too hard and too much at the moment. I can't get into a character, and I don't have the energy to be happy and cheerful. I'm sorry. I'm sure most of you understand, which helps with how I'm feeling.

I will go live in a bit, probably no face and not for long. but just to keep continuity and to keep stuff going. Algorythm's and such.

You can rest assured I always work in advance for my Patreon account, so you can still expect new content every week here. :)

Thanks, and I hope to see you in an hour when I go live on YouTube.

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Jeydan Hotchkiss

My coworker (friend) Clara just passed away an hour ago battling cancer at the age of 67 (Don’t worry I’m very used to it and I feel sad for my other coworkers). It’s absolutely okay to not feel okay. And if you decide to not go live, that’s okay too. Please don’t feel pressured to do something you don’t want to do right now. We support and love you so much! I might make it to the livestream, I’m not sure. My other coworker Brad is much more sad and we’re going to town to grab a bite to eat for lunch in an hour. Thank you again for everything you do, Tess 😄💛🌻

ASMRtists

That's so sweet, thanks, Jeydan. Also for all your super sweet super chats. Your presence made my livestream worth while. I'm so sorry to hear about your co-worker! That's so young. And even if others are more sad, your feelings also matter. I'm glad you're hanging out with your co-worker. Great idea. Will you attend her funeral, do you think? Thanks again for your words. Talk to you soon! 😘❤️

Eli Potter

I’m sorry that u are not feeling great tess

Dan Woodman

I'm sorry you're going through this, Tess. Meds withdrawal is no fun. It is indeed okay to feel not okay. I'm feeling it because of what's going on here in the States. We all love and appreciate you and what you do. We all gotta stick together.

ASMRtists

Thanks so much, Dan. I feel for you in the states too! At least I know there's an end to this feeling... We're sticking.

Carter Fairclough

Medication withdrawals are the absolute worst, as someone who takes them too. I do believe you can stay strong. We’ll support you all the way.

ASMRtists

Thanks, Carter! I'm sorry you have a similar experience. I can and will stay strong. I have amazing support, here and at home. 💓 Thank you for your kind and understanding words.