ChA0ss and order. (Patreon)

Dear patron, I'm so happy and grateful you're here! I've been feeling so horrible the past days and you've been a light in my life. My boss thought that with the world in uncertainty and chaos, this would be the best time to tell me they don't want to give me another contract. Plus with that, dump a load of shit on me, which was new to me, but consisted of all the things wrong about my work.

So I hardly slept and felt nauseous and had a horrible headache, I felt empty and very low in spirits. But of course, I have a little one here and a household to keep in order, plus my work and ASMRtists, so there was no time for this all. It felt like chaos and horror, but I now see light at the end of the tunnel. I have to.

For more information, you can see my update above.

Also, Renee had to cancel our appointment tomorrow. I was sad about that too, I'm so sorry to let you down. But we're looking into when we can meet again. With the whole social distancing, it is much harder, and she still works with many different people each day and I have my little one at home...so there's that to think of. But know that I'm doing my best and I'm trying to make more ASMR for you soon!

If you have any corona-related-special wishes, let me know about them! It would be wonderful to make current content.