One Hand for Holding, One for Flailing - F4A - Romance - Anxiously Ever After (Patreon)

I tried to write you a letter. I really did. I even used a fountain pen and everything, but it just... I couldn't. My brain wouldn't let me. And now here I am — talking a million miles an hour, making a total fool of myself, trying to say the things that got tangled in my chest. We made up. I know we did. I know we're fine. But I don’t feel fine yet, and I need you to know that I love you too much to just pretend nothing happened. Even if this is awkward. Especially because it’s awkward.

✧･ﾟ Meet the Players ･ﾟ✧

🧑‍🎤 Speaker Teaser

I overthink, I overshare, I over-feel... but I will always be honest with you, even if I have to trip over every word to do it.

🎧 Listener Teaser

You calm me down just by being. And when you hold my hand, even when I'm spiralling... gods, it makes me want to stay here forever.

✧ Filed Under: This Is What You’re In For ✧

[F4A] One Hand for Holding, One for Flailing [Romance][Slice of Life][Girlfriend Roleplay][Awkward][First Argument Comfort][Reverse Comfort][Overthinking][Self-Doubt][New Relationship Woes][Holding Hands][Miscommunication][Awkward and Adorable Are Not Mutually Exclusive][You Hold One Hand, I’ll Flail the Other][Why Can’t I Be Cool?][You’re Annoying and I Love You][Stop Holding My Hands... Okay, Don’t][Let Me Just Be Cringey for a Second][I Tried to Letter. I Failed][Yes, I’m Still Talking][You’re Too Sweet and I Hate It][I Can Word. I Will Word][Yes, I’m a Bit of a Dick][I’m Not Okay With Fighting Being Okay][Don’t Say “Or Something,” That’s Rude][Anxious][Nervous][Soft][Loving][Shaky][Cringey][Honest][Fumbling][Messy][Vulnerable][Sweet][Making up After Messing Up][Gender Neutral][I Should Have Written the Damn Letter. But Instead, I Did... This]

⚠︎ Read Me Before You Regret It ⚠︎

Trigger Warnings: anxiety, emotional vulnerability, self-deprecation

✧ Just One Question... ✧

If your partner said “We’re fine” but your anxiety whispered “Are we though?” on a loop like a cursed meditation track… do you ask them again or just nod while casually chewing through a pillow?