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What a rollercoaster of emotions this show has been! Even though I don't fully understand everything I really loved this show. I want to partly blame the translations for that but then again I'm also a little dumb. BUT WHAT I DO KNOW IS that I love Cha Joowan in this role, his acting feels really genuine (they're all really talented!) and I really connect with it. It's probably also because HE'S VERY ATTRACTIVE LIKE MY GOD anyway-

I need to react to those vlogs that you guys suggested and linked on a previous episode! I really enjoy doing that in general after watching a BL I really enjoy (Weak Hero Class will always be a BL in my mind) so let me know if you want me to do that!! Hope you enjoy my reactions even though I didn't understand everything IT WAS CONFUSING OKAY

also. WHY WERE THEY KISSING FOR THAT LONG?? WHY!! WHAT WAS THE REASON!!!!! goodbye

🔵 HOPE YOU LIKE IT 💙 LOVE YOU ALL 🩵

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Phoenix

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHAN!!!! I wish you the best cuz you are an incredible human being and I am happy to have met you and accompany you in your work! As usual, I loved your reaction! BL is wonderful and conveys a very important life lesson. Basically, the author is a kind of god or guide of the afterlife. The timeline is very complicated to understand, but the most fundamental thing is the reason why it happens, why he ends up in the game. My interpretation is that Myungha was a 29 year old, lonely and depressed person who lived a miserable life, his grandmother had died, he had no self-love and so he didn't know how to love another person and thought he was incapable of doing or deserving that. That's why his girlfriend broke up with him and he later tries to commit suicide at sea. This happened in reality. I think that the game was something created by the author/god as a kind of second chance for Myungha to learn to love himself, love another person and allow himself to be loved, that's why Yeowoon is a character with many similarities to Myungha in reality, someone who doesn't love himself, who doesn't know how to interact with the world or deal with his emotions, someone who is lonely, who was abandoned by his parents and who lost his grandmother. I believe that the bar where the author appears talking to Myungha at the beginning is the same place as that dark and empty space where they also talk at the end, a kind of space between life and death, where important decisions are made to live or die, but which initially appeared in a more common and welcoming way. Because if you pay attention when they are talking in a dark place, you can hear background sounds that resemble the sounds of the bottom of the sea, as if you were in the water. The author/god himself says that he tried to kill himself, but that he regretted it in the end and that's why he was giving him a chance. The game was an opportunity for him to experience life from another perspective, not as the main character (when he is the one suffering), but as an outsider who could see the suffering of the main character, which in the game would be Yeowoon, because perhaps, only then would he be able to understand himself, his 29-year-old self. If we look at it, 19-year-old Myungha has a very different way of living than the 29-year-old, despite not losing his essence and his pain. In my opinion, the game starts to go wrong towards the end, because Myungha is changing Yeowoon's life for the better, but he's not really allowing himself to learn from it, he's still afraid of loving and being loved, he continues to not think he is enough and that is why the author/god makes him make radical and definitive decisions, so that he understands that he needs to react on his own. The conversation they have at the end is very clear to me, that's when the final decision is made. This is when the author/god asks him if he wants to continue living and loving or give up everything, as he had already tried to do. And that's when Myungha decides that love and life are worth living and that's why he wants to be with Yeowoon. I think the change from "Make Yeowoon happy" to "Make Myungha happy" happens because Myungha has learned to love, but he hasn't yet learned to be loved, even the author tells him "I thought if you saw yourself from someone else's perspective, you would learn to love yourself. If you love someone else, you would be a little happier. But if I say it's over, would you accept that and give up?" He wanted Myungha to take control of his own life and when he realizes this and wants to return to Yeowoon, it is Myungha's decision that makes him return to the game and not the author who puts him there before, so the author's face is shown at the end of the scene, because this time it wasn't his decision but Myungha's. Anyway, this story is very deep and beautiful and a perfect representation that the first thing you should do in life is love yourself, because only then will you be able to love and be loved and perhaps live a somewhat happy life. Thanks for reacting to this masterpiece and my fav BL and I will wait with great affection for the reaction to the extra content of these wonderful actors, expressing themselves as themselves and expressing the friendship and love that was created during the recordings.

Phoenix

Oh! And I think his ex-girlfriend is not the same woman who appears in the game! I think it's just similar.

kay

happy birthday johan !!🩵 "you like me the way i like you?... you don't" please have you seen the way he looks at YOUU'????¡¡! that's pure love right there listen to me yeowoon,,, i really liked how episode 8 clearly showed myungha's need to learn self-love, even though the series had been building up to this moment by illustrating his tendency to focus on others and overlook himself. the way myungha needed to see himself in another person(? to finally learn how to love himself,,, goddd this show is so,,, i saw someone say "sometimes recognizing our own happiness comes from seeing how much others want it for us, just as we desire it for them." and i think that's sooo true i love this show soooo much, i've re watch this show so many times i think i know it from memory lmao,, i haven't seen the camping vlogs but it would be great to watch them with you !!

nins

cha joowan's personality in real life is so similar to cha yeowoon. both are giving babygirl energy 🥹 anyway can't wait to see ur reactions to their reality shows. it was so fun but too short 😩