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Hello everyone 🌱

I was planning to start reacting to PROJECT 7 today but long story short: I'm just not in the right mood. I would rather wait and focus on getting it done next week when I'm in a good mood so my reaction will be more enjoyable. I don't feel like starting it today and I don't want to fake it by pretending I'm fine when I'm not. It's nothing major at all, I just don't feel like it today. I'll try to film reactions for both EP 1 & 2 for next friday.

Really want to film reactions for ARTMS and BEOMGYU's MVs this weekend as well as focus on requests and monthly reactions. I want to try to finish most of those early in the month from now on. Remember that I make a list of all the LUNAREQUESTS in our Discord server, so if you're interested in what has been requested by LUNAR members then please join the Discord. Simply connect your accounts here on Patreon and you'll join automatically ✨

ASTROLOGY RANT: Next week on April 7th Mercury retrograde will finally be over and usually I feel like I'm not affected by it (even though both my Rising and Sun are Gemini which is ruled by Mercury... this is why I talk so much!!) but this time has been pretty intense. So far this is everything that has gone wrong for me since it started on March 14th:

My laptop randomly stop working for the first time ever and had to be turned in for reparation

My furniture getting delivered with 2 of the legs being incorrectly made. I emailed them about it and they sent me the wrong thing when they tried to fix it because they misunderstood and I am now waiting for 2 new legs that will arrive next week, hopefully

Getting food poisoning which hasn't happened to me in years

A company I'm emailing for service with a piece of clothing I bought from them aren't receiving any of my emails since the first one and they think that I am ignoring them when I've sent them like 5 different responses

My OBS audio and video software thingy stop working after an update and I had to re-do all my settings

That's all I can remember. It started with my laptop literally on March 15th lol 🫠

I've been struggling with filming reactions recently because a lot of these things have been on my mind and bothering me and distracting me. As well as the state of the world and the state of K-Pop in general. I hope it doesn't sound like I'm complaining because I'm not, just wanting to share with you guys in case you've felt like I haven't been as active.I don't know what it looks like from the outside because I constantly feel like I'm falling behind, there is just so much content I want to react to lol

There are a lot of things I have wanted to react to and new shows to start (like I've talked about for a long time now) but I haven't managed to do that yet. I will in the future. I haven't been as productive as I would have liked, but I think it has to do with me feeling distracted. I'm still decorating my new home and buying furniture and things since it's still a bit empty. But I'm taking my time and choosing things I like instead of buying just whatever. I've really been enjoying the change in weather and season! It feels so needed after the long winter.

Yesterday my neighbour and I planted some spring flowers for everyone to enjoy outside our apartment building. It turned out really nice so I will include the photos below! I hope you all have a lovely weekend, I'll be recording and posting videos. I just need to reset today, I think.

As always - thank you everyone for your patience, understanding and for your generous support in these times. It means everything to me and it really helps me so much. I'm so incredibly grateful I was able to purchase a bigger home last year. Moving from a 1 room apartment to a 3 room apartment with a kitchen and a balcony has been so amazing. I have a dinner table to eat my meals at instead of my desk and I can sit on my balcony in the sun now, with Poppie in my lap. I'm so thankful for you all and I hope you're staying safe, happy and healthy wherever in the world you are.

I enjoy writing these long and rambly updates for you guys and I REALLY love reading your long comments, on all my videos and posts and everything you write in the Discord as well. There are so many channels there for you to share stuff so please join everyone, lurking is fine too! (Note that you have to be a paid member to join and stay in the Discord)

I love you all! 💙

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faith

i am so proud of you for advocating for yourself! if you’re not in the mood, you’re just not in the mood. there doesn’t need to be any explanation, sometimes you just don’t feel like it and that’s okay! i hope you feel more settled in/focused as time progresses and there’s more progress in decorating your place! that can, of course, feel so distracting when you literally work in that environment AND live there so it’s constantly in your face. i hope your mood/life in general turns around once the retrograde is over because those things sound SO stressful and simply NOT fun! i’ll be here ready to watch whatever you put out whenever you’re ready to! until then i’ll simply rewatch my favorite videos, fully content😌 ALSO when you take a step back and see how many videos you’ve put out?? you’ve done a lot! please feel proud of yourself! i can only imagine the pressure of putting out reactions where people are literally watching to see how you’re watching it—which is why it’s okay if sometimes you’re not in a good mood!!

Bambi

The flowers are so cute! 🌷🌻🪻🌹 It will definitely brighten up your neighbours day to see them I'm sure 😊

Jellypea

Sound like you have a plan. One step at a time is the way to go.

Moni

Hi! Please don’t worry about taking a step back when you need to. It’s totally okay to do things on your own time. Your content is always worth the wait, and your well-being comes first. Sending you lots of love all the way from Argentina, and hoping things start feeling lighter soon❤️

kay

don't be too hard on yourself! as i've -and many of us- said before, your well being will always come first, and taking a step back when needed is completely okay. i know all of us appreciate all the effort you put into your reactions, but more than that, we want you to enjoy making them, be happy and take care of yourself. prioritize what feels right for you, and we'll always be here to support you! wishing you peace and joy🩵 the flowers look so beautiful 🌸 take care.

Mel A

Totally understand, especially waiting to start a competition show. Those are by nature stressful as well as a big time investment. I certainly hope the shift in the heavens does the trick! ❤️

Eveea

It’s no problem at all to take a step back when you need to. Your wellbeing is most important and like you said, we’re here for the authentic reactions where you are enjoying yourself. We would never want you to feel like you had to post a video if your heart wasn’t in it. You post more than enough content and we can all see how hard you work and are grateful for that. Btw those flowers are beautiful 🌷 hope you feel more energised and like yourself soon. We all have those days and they will pass 😊 💖

A M

Its arbor day so its great you're near nature! 🌱 being honest about your limit is courageous <3 i'm a black kpop fan and a sunoo stan so i understand the climate so choose what you need and want first 🫶🏾

Katie

I think you're amazing and I wish for nothing more than your continued health and happiness! I hope you're able to take rest days in peace. We all need them. 💙 Honestly I only joined Patreon to watch your content, but I have tried finding other content creators I would enjoy and no one even comes close. In my experience not only is your content the best, but you also are clearly very dedicated. I've been actually overjoyed with the frequency at which you update. I'm always excited when I get the notification on my phone that you posted something, whether its content or a life update. You also have a TON of past content that has been entertaining me for months now. I rewatched Boy's Planet with you and enjoyed every minute (I also love ZB1 even more now). And I just finished watching Girl's Planet 999, also amazing fun. ✨️ I'm sad to hear you've been having some struggles, but happy that you're looking forward to spring and other joys in life like planting flowers 🌻 I'm sure we can all relate to how you're feeling and love that you're willing to share. I've also been having my fair share of life struggles, but I try to focus on the other joys in life like my dogs, my loved ones, and my hobbies (which now includes being an avid viewer of your content). Thank you for all that you do 💛💛💛

Ani Umar

The flowers are beautiful...its ok abt not wanting to record reactions...do it when u r up to it...we will all wait:))

nva

seeing this after the flower update in the discord 🫂 i’m so sorry, friend — truly hope that spring starts springing soon, for all of us 💙