EN-DIARY 🏡 [EN-O'CLOCK] EP 66-70 🕖 (Patreon)

I wasn't sure how it was going to feel to react to this but now after watching it I can say it made me feel better than to continue not reacting to them. It's going to be difficult either way as you will hear me talk about during the first 18 minutes of this video when I unbox my DARK BLOOD albums, finally. Am I insane or is it weird that I got no photocards or anything? Maybe it's because of the versions I purchased. Either way the albums are gorgeous and I love all three different photobooks, the concept photos are so beautiful.

This was so fun and cosy to watch, even though it had moments of me feeling so much love for HEESEUNG and it made me emotional and sad. At least I didn't cry again, yay! I want to appreciate all the time they had together and I won't allow his departure from the group to be louder than his presence. I'm so grateful I have a lot of more EN-O'CLOCK episodes featuring him to react to and so many online concerts which I'm really excited for.

HEESEUNG is incredibly talented and has been since he was a trainee like they even talk about during the barbeque. He was so looked up to during I-LAND as well. His talent requires him to do solo projects which I am so fucking excited for, but I still believe he belongs in this group. It'l so difficult and sad to imagine this group without him, I don't even want to do that. But I hope it will become normal with time. I hope it can even be a good thing maybe, in the future. I don't see how but I have to hope that it can be in some sort of way...

I'd been looking forward to these episodes for a long time and it was really fun to react to them, even in these circumstances. I will continue trying to react to their content monthly as much as I can in an attempt to move on while we see what happens in the future. If you read read this far and feel like you don't want to watch this reaction because you're not ready then I totally understand, but also know we're in it together because I felt/feel the same way. My ENHYPEN reactions will be here for you when you're ready. Wow this got so dramatic, but I hope you can understand where I'm coming from 😭 I hope you can enjoy watching this with me but if not - I totally understand! Either way I'd love to hear your thoughts in the comments~ 💙

I made another thumbnail because they look so nice here so I had to 💖