TICKET TO HEAVEN — EP 3 ⛪ (Patreon)

Watching TANRAK go through all of the emotions in this episode was so intense but the ending made it all worth it 🫠 I love watching their relationship slowly build in this series, I like how slow it feels in general and I love that it is set in the 90s. Even if the music feels a bit out of place sometimes, I think it's beautiful and it's really fitting in some scenes.

I love that the last bit of confirmation TANRAK needed from BARTH was to hear that he liked him back. When he learned he had feelings for him as well is when he decided to allow himself to give in. It was the moment we had been waiting for and the one thing that could make all the emotions he's struggling with worth it.

A lot of the time is spent by us watching TANRAK longingly gaze at BARTH with lust and despair in his eyes and I'll never get tired of it. I like both of their characters so much. They're boys who have recently gotten to know each other and feel this strong connection between them in this place that doesn't accept their kind of love and it's just so beautiful that their love can still persevere through that. It's like when you see flowers growing out of concrete. They still make it against all odds 🥰

The shower scene was so intensely captivating to watch. Every little glance, movement and touch. I love everything about that scene with the thunder and the darkness. I'm loving this show so much. I hope you enjoy and let me know your thoughts in the comments~ 💙

sorry about the audio quality, I forgot to enable a filter which is why it sounds a little different - I hope it's not too bothersome!