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why i'm not posting videos right now 💙 (don't worry, i will soon) (Patreon)

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2021-08-18 13:44:46
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✹ rambling & reflecting instead of reacting ✹

this is the video i couldn't remember the name of 

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why i'm not posting videos right now 💙

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Meelies

Hej bÀsta du! Jag förstÄr exakt hur du kÀnner. I början av sommaren kÀnde jag mig tom, ledsen, inte riktigt motiverad till att göra saker utan att riktigt veta varför och det Àr helt okej precis som du sjÀlv sÀger. Jag hoppas att du prioriterar dig sjÀlv och ditt vÀlmÄende och tar den tiden du behöver för vi som kollar pÄ dina videos pÄ youtube/patreon finns hÀr och vi kommer finnas kvar hÀr för att DU Àr DU och för att du Àr GRYM pÄ det du gör! Jag Àr sÄ sjukt glad över att jag har hittat en sÄdan underhÄllande creator som Àr svensk och som dessutom Àr lika beroende av the boyz som mig sjÀlv hihi. Ta hand om dig Johan, STYRKEKRAMAR! <3

Ester RB

OK, first of all: yes, I have a questionable taste, but it's not for this. Now seriously, I've just become a patreon very recently, but I've been enjoying your content on YouTube for a while now. And it's because I can feel that you enjoy your reactions. I hope that made you realise that you were right about that and it's not being selfish. Now, if you allow me, I'm going to ramble too. I feel like maybe you and I are very different (you seem like an outside, outgoing person, while I enjoy being home and in solitud most of the time). But I've been dealing with burnout lately and I kinda feel like that too, but I have decided to push on until September before taking a rest. But everyday getting out of bed to go work is more exhausting. I've been tutoring for 5 or 6 years now. It's a good job, but quite unstable. Also, I enjoyed it in the begining because I used to have teens as students. But in the later years, I have been getting younger and younger students every year, to the point where the oldest one now is 8. And I really don't like kids so is harder. I don't like summer either really. I live in Spain, and last week we were over 40°C. It might sound silly, but it affects my motivation. Maybe that contributed to me having to push harder to jeep going until the end of the month. Last September, I decided I would study for a public examination. I've got to the conclusiĂłn that I prefer an stable job for the state from 9 to 5 (or even less), even if I don't really find it fascinating. I think stability will work better for me. So I've been studying and working since then. I live in my parents house, with them and my 92yo grandma. They've been in the mountains for almost 2 months now and they took the pets there because the weather is cooler, it's good for everyone of them. So I've got no other responsibilities than myself and the plants, but even then I'm struggling. I think in that sense I get what you are feeling. Anyway, I hope time get better for everyone ♄ Thank you for sharing the video. Much love ♄

Lycoria

Johan! I really appreciated this. I just felt like I was a friend listening in, hearing how you're doing and what you're thinking. The only downside was that I wasn't actually there to tell you that it's okay, and sometimes you just have to take the time you need to recharge yourself. Creating is hard. When something feels off and the product feels disingenuous, it can really hurt you. It was also nice to hear a little bit of what you've been thinking about and how you think things have gone in the past couple of years - please never apologize for telling us what you think. I at least personally joined your community because I felt like I could understand you and enjoyed you as a person. I've also told other people how thankful I am of what a wonderful community you've made for us. Honestly if you feel like you need to vent more about how you're feeling, absolutely do it. I'm here for johanthetherapy. I'll listen to your thoughts, be it here on Patreon, on Youtube, or in the discord server or wherever!

Gingie

my beautiful king i've missed you!!

Gingie
>>66044048

this felt almost therapeutic for me too, having someone relate and also be in a weird head space

Black3ight

Dreamcatcher debuted on Friday the 13th you know ;)

nva

i feel the same way, it's a very unhappy thing to experience and while im so excited for your reactions, i'd rather you do them when you're feeling like yourself so .... take your time <3 we will get through this !

nva

also thank you for speaking (at least a little) about afghanistan -- as a muslim myself, it's so awful to feel powerless about helping others ... yeah. lets just pray/speak positivity into the world (if you don't pray) for them and for people suffering around the world, and do our best to not lose hope

nva

YES! your well-being IS your job! <3

Cloudee

From one overwhelmed soul to another, thank you for sharing this video with us Johan! I honestly don't have overly constructive or helpful things to say on this, but I'm glad you chose to share this here - it's good to talk, to vent, to express what we need to when we need to. My favourite thing about going through the downcast moments? They can allow you to feel and appreciate the happy times even more when they return, in contrast the good times can shine even brighter once you overcome a slump! Take care, and take as much time as you need and can when navigating life :)