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Hello everyone 💙 

First of all, sorry for my absence!
I did not mean to be away for this long, but it was very needed. Something I have learned during my almost 7 years of doing YouTube is that sometimes I need to disappear for a while. Maybe it's just part of my creative process, lol. When I feel overworked, unmotivated and uninspired I know I need to take care of myself to recharge before I can return. I think that's what I need to do in order to not lose my passion. I know I lose a lot of patrons when I do this, so I would like to thank all of you who have stayed as my supporters even though I haven't been very active here on Patreon or YouTube. During these times is when I need your support the most, to be honest, so thank you so much for that. I completely understand that people cancel their memberships, hopefully some will return when I start posting again! I'm trying to use it as motivation.

Once I took a break from posting videos I realized how much I actually needed a break to take care of myself, my home (which is my work space) and spend time working behind the scenes, doing things like;

  • Reuploading old Patreon content on new platforms with updates links to free up Patreon Video space
  • Cleaning out my whole apartment and getting rid of things I don't use anymore to invite some new energy to my work space in an attempt to regain motivation and inspiration (it kinda worked)
  • Upgrading my equipment such as headphones, microphone, recording settings and a new sound interface (I can't begin to tell you how many hours I have spent on watching youtube tutorials to set up all these technical things which I am very bad at)
  • Recording some videos that I will be posting this week!

The monthly polls will be going up tomorrow as usual!
The promised FULL MOON content that I am behind with will also be going up this week on tuesday and friday as usual. No FULL MOON poll tomorrow since that was posted early in January.

I hope you're all doing well and staying healthy. I'm not 100% back to my usual self but I miss making videos so much which is a great feeling. I can't wait for spring - I miss the sun, the warmth and I need the forest to wake up after this long ass winter!

Let me know in the comments what you want to see me react to!
Love you all
🫂

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Jessi

Welcome back💕💕💕 I feel like when a new year begins, there’s always the pressure to set new goals/resolutions and it can be VERY stressful. So please, do not feel bad for taking a break. It’s especially needed after reflecting the past year. Can’t wait for your reactions💕

KpopPrince

I totally understand your need for breaks. I tend to disappear every now and then myself when I'm feeling uninspired. It's hard to fake the elation on camera! Glad you're feeling more balanced after a little break. That being said, I'd love more LENIVERSE and I'll again recommend HMLYCP as the best variety show out there! (That one is a bit of a commitment, but you'll be hooked after one episode) 💜

mimooolupooo

Happy that you are back and that you feel better! I like your reactions because i can feel your excitement so i’m glad that you know yourself and know when it’s time for a break when needed so that you can regain your energy!!

johanmoon

thank you, that's really nice to hear from another creator and especially reactor! sometimes i wish i was a better actor so i could fake my excitement but i think that would fuck with my mental health even more in the long run, lol. thank you for your recommendations!!! i think i would love both! 💙

johanmoon

THANK YOU and i can't wait to read more of your comments, you never failt to make me laugh

mimooolupooo

Uuu and i know that i don’t need to recommend it because you know when its best to do it but i can’t wait for minisode 1 blue hour because i just know that it will make you feel better (its just such a fun bubbly album!!) love youuuu

maeeva352

Happy ur back! I started watching u just recently and ur reactions to &team are so relatable. I really enjoy ur reactions haha. It’s totally understandable to take breaks as it it’s def draining reacting to stuff. It seems easy but when u actually do it the editing and everything is exhausting 😵‍💫 hope u feel well rested and better! It’s February already and I hope the weather will improve soon. Grateful for every single reaction u do and brining ur energy to us which really makes the day and week and month better! Thank u!! 💙

Gabriel 'Shadowhawk'

Welcome back. What I can only think of now is NMIXX because the album as a whole is amazing, as much as its prerelease track and title.

hala

i dont comment often but i am so glad you’re back and to hear you feel better!! take it easy you deserve it <3 ive been feeling really down too but the excitement of watching a new of reaction of yours is making me forget all about it right now 😽

w

Happy you're back! Honestly, yes i'm someone that'd stop my membership if the person not active because i don't have much money:" but i'll always definitely comeback again, while you were gone i watched your old reactions again hehe Anyway welcome back! Hope you feel much better💙

johanmoon

that is very understandable of course, i appreciate the fact that anyone would support me at all on patreon 💙 it just stresses me out but i'm trying to use it as motivation. aw i'm glad you enjoyed my old reactions! i have a lot here on patreon 🥰

w

you're doing the right thing! yourself is the most important, just wanna say we won't go anywhere😆

nva

happy to see you posting! i think taking it slowly is smart - you’re a bright spot of sunshine on the internet and i’m always happy to revisit your old stuff when you’re away :) so no rush, is what i’m saying! we’re all happy you’re feeling better, slowly 💙🫂

Ostin

Come to our secret room with RIIZE and RIIZE spoiler game with RIIZE lol, oh and We Riize eps 12-13 where they cook 🥲

Sed

Welcome back, cheers to thar! 🧡 been waiting for the fillin the live performance of RIIZE and any other RIIZE contents. Take care always Johan!

masbond84

Yay to Johan being back.

HYEMIN

Welcome back Johan💙 You deserve this break since you’ve been soooo active in youtube and also patreon. Can’t wait to see you!

Peikoririn

Hheelloooo johan! Welcome back!! I would looooove love love to see some zepisodes! They are always a joy to watch with you! or even melting point stages! Anything you bring is always a joy! Welcome back!! 💙💙💙

an ♡

Johan! I need you to watch Woongki’s BL called “Love for Love’s Sake!” It’s so good 😭

Marie-Michel Page

Welcome back! I'm looking for your reacting to more his man 2 bonus content since your reactions to his man 2 were what brought me to your patreon :) .

Tina Gessesse

hihi helloo you've been my comfort creator for zb1 as i got into them a couple months back so just catching up w that stuff is all i need lol maybe some group lives the past monthd cause they be acting up in them

malektaj

Welcome back!! If you can find the time I’d love to see your reaction to the new onlyoneof album or the artms gravity demos! As always no pressure though 💙

Amber Domi

I feel like this time of the year is the worst for us winter depression girlies, like its just dark all the time and I just need to hide away for a while.. Anyway, I'm saying it's so nice to have you back and that you should always take a break when you need it :)

johanmoon

yes, totally! i feel like my winter depression was delayed a bit this year and then just hit me like a truck. but thank you, it's really nice to hear 💙💙💙 i've missed you all so much

Wanda

I'm glad you are back and feeling more energized Johan, I missed you on Patreon. I will always support you. I do have a little request and that is if you can do more Enhypen, I feel that you have missed out on a lot of their content and have lost some of Enhypen fans due to it. I do appreciate how you try to please all fandoms. I only really stan Enhypen, so I mainly watch them. I will patiently wait for future Enhypen content, Thank you for always doing your best Johan. ❤️❤️