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Well, it's been an interesting year to say the least. Everything has become political, manipulative and fear based. So I'm heading into the new year with these two words in mind, "Simple Truths".

So with all that said and out of the way, I think it's time for me to rehash my Patreon page. Phobos has wound down for me because I finished the first 300 page book. (Still not printed or shipped yet) You might be wondering if I'll be offering the third issue of Phobos here exclusively on Patreon like I did with the first two issues. I'd like to say yes, but I'm just not sure if very many people want one now that the book is finished. If I do offer them, I might have to actually charge everyone the printing and shipping cost because it ends up costing me about a month and a half of patreon income to print and ship out those little books. But please let me know if you would really like one and if you are willing to throw down about $10 (domestic) and $20 (INT) to cover the printing and shipping if you do want the softcover of issue #3.

So why am I stopping Phobos? Well, now that the first 300 page book is wrapped up, I figured it would be a good time to hit the pause button. I do have the main story arc at about 1200 pages and so that means there will be another 3 or so volumes at some point. But to be honest, the campaigns did not raise enough funds to keep it on the front burner in 2021. In order for me to justify working on a project (now that I do this for a living), a project needs to meet certain expectations and cover a certain amount of bills in order to justify its own existence. Phobos ended up paying for itself and it paid about 3 months of bills for me. That all sounds great until I factor in that it took me about a year to complete. 

But luckily I also had a successful campaign with Cognitive Drawing which paid for itself and about 6 months of living expense for me. The rest of the years bills were made up for with a bunch of random sales and stuff so it ended up working fine.

But my funds will be depleted toward the end of February and so this definitely puts a pinch on Phobos since there will not be any more income from it until I finish another 200+ pages. 

So with all that said, I've kinda discovered what my plans will be for 2021 out of necessity. First off I am working on the Female Cognitive Drawing book now and I hope to have it finished by the end of February. Then I'll immediately launch the Female Cognitive Drawing Kickstarter at that time. 

Then I will switch my focus to a brand new project that I pitched called "Call Me Hallow" which is about a teenager girl who makes a deal to become a shapeshifter, and loses her own identity because of it. The story is about her trying to get her "true form" back.

I've already finished 22 pages of the story for the pitch and here is the cool news... I already have an offer from someone to help me product it. Because of this offer, I know that I can afford to work on it all year, full time! I'll reveal more when I can. ;)

So for 2021, I'd like to start sharing a window into my creative process again and this time it will focus on Call Me Hallow. I am also in talks with a friend to help me record some Patreon exclusive podcasts or something that will not be publicly available. Hopefully with help, I can make my patreon a little more valuable than it has been in 2020.  

That is my current plan. So expect to see the reward tiers get an update soon. 

Thanks for sticking it out with me all 2020 even though the content has been sparse here! I really appreciate and love you guys! 

Stand strong! Don't be fooled. There is only one thing we should fear. And it's not Covid.

Love you guys! See you in 2021!

Jason


 

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New Studio Tour - And The Spirit of Fear!

6 months ago I moved into a new studio but I've never shown it to anyone yet. Here is a quick studio tour. I talk about 2020 and the Spirit of Fear! Merry CHRISTmas everyone! See you in 2021! For behind-the-scenes and How-To information please consider becoming a Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JasonBrubaker Join my mailing list: https://coffeetablecomics.com Song: Flutterbug - Acoustic Atrophy (which is me)

Comments

Young Park

Merry Christmas to the Brubakers! Call Me Hallow sounds very exciting! Totally understandable about Phobos.

Jesse Wightman

Merry Christmas to you Jason and your precious Family. Despite COVID-19, the economy, social upheaval, and politics, we do have so much to be thankful for. It is good to know that our Father in heaven has everything under control. Nothing will thwart His purposes. With Jesus as our Anchor, we have nothing to fear - period.

Hannah England

I’d pay extra for more physical Phobos books. And if you need another guest on your podcast I’d be happy to join ;)

Hannah England

I’m also planning to focus more on what’s important in 2021. My inspiration word for the year is “active,” meaning I want to be more actively involved in my own health, art pursuits, friendships, and more. I like your focus words, and look forward to seeing more content from you :D

Thomas Amos

Thanks for the update. I hope 2021 is a banner year for you (In a good way!) and wish you and your family a very Merry Christmas! Luke 12:29-31

Pimellon

Merry Christmas! I'd love to pay for a 3rd issue of Phobos -- to be honest, I didn't back the kickstarter of the full book because I already had the smaller issues sitting at home, and preferred to continue my collection that way. But I totally understand if it's not financially viable for you 😅

Jason Brubaker

Good to know about the books. It looks like I do need to at least offer that third issue of Phobos to those who want it. :)

Jason Brubaker

Good to know! I will definitely make Phobos #3 available for order here on Patreon then. :) Merry Christmas!

Fitzfactor

Merry Christmas man, God bless

Robb Roy

Merry Christmas, and all the best for 2021. Call Me Hallow sounds great!

SuperWhimsy

1 in a 1,000 people in the US have died from COVID. While I agree that fear itself isn't healthy, neither is purposeful ignorance. We have an event that has taken (as of this week) 100x as many people as 9/11 and is growing. In the comments you said suicides are rising but the current data says this is a myth. Here's a trend analysis of all current data as of November: https://www.bmj.com/content/371/bmj.m4352 "Nevertheless, a reasonably consistent picture is beginning to emerge from high income countries. Reports suggest either no rise in suicide rates (Massachusetts, USA11; Victoria, Australia13; England14) or a fall (Japan,9 Norway15) in the early months of the pandemic. " I appreciate your work and have been following you for 10+ years. I also appreciate that people can have different points of view while respectfully disagreeing on a wide range of topics. But to say that we're throwing the baby out with the bath water when we have nearly 8,000,000 active cases right now, doesn't seem so kind to those in hospital dying of this very preventable disease. The many following a few rules to help those who are sick or in need. This isn't about celebrating fear, it is about doing unto others what you hope they'd do unto you. A simple truth.

Jason Brubaker

This is a great discussion. One that is penalized or banned or hidden if it does not fit the approved narrative. Your talking points are what I hear every time I turn on the news. It’s the popular opinion. But I completely disagree with most of what the popular opinion is stating as fact because everything is political these days. Scientists argue about their findings. But only the approved narratives are allowed to be talked about. Doctors disagree about their findings but many that claim they are helping their patients are banned. There have been doctors treating this since it started with amazing success but they are banned. If this is true then the media is complicit in these high death rates by not allowing anyone to know that there is a way to fight it. When the CDC announced that only about 6% of reported Covid deaths were actually from Covid, the study is banned. Studies I’ve read about masks are banned. I’m just not allow to question anything anymore. I’ve heard the same thing over and over and over again and now I feel forced to speak. I believe we already have cheap ways to fight this. But I can’t say that. I believe masks transfer the virus even more but I’m not allowed even think about that blasphemy. Never in history have we quarantined the healthy. But I cannot question that either because I’m labeled “A killer of Grandma”. I do apologize for arguing about this on Patreon. I do appreciate your support and the last thing I would want to do is make you upset with me but I’m sorry that I just have a horrible time seeing it the same way. And just like you, I’m pretty upset about all this. So I am happy to see that we agree about that. :) I hope you forgive me for my rant. But I can understand if you don’t want to support me anymore either. I appreciate your boldness in speaking up though too.

Raul Trevino

Jason, I lost one family member and one dear friend because of the COVID. I disagree with what you said related to fear, especially this line: "go work, go do things, go to hang out with people." Man, you can lack fear but take seriously this time of crisis. I don't feel fear, but denying this is happening and act selfishly would make me ignorant. And ignorance is the worst cancer in society. I would suggest you focus on your path as an artist. And put aside topics that you don't completely understand. Sean Gordon Murphy was involved in a big issue for sharing an opinion not related to his work. Which drove him to close his Twitter account with the determination to focus on his career and nothing more. His job is to sell books, and that's it. I'm not talking about self-censorship; it's just about being prudent and speak about these topics with the right people, not through public videos. Our careers will be in jeopardy if we screw it up talking about issues that don't contribute much to our goals.

Jason Brubaker

I hear you Raul. And I appreciate your respect in how you offered your advice. But I guess I don’t really see making comics or my career as my goal in life. If I stop making comics then I’m sure God will have a better path for me someplace else. I can actually see one forming as we speak actually. I used to only talk to people personally about this stuff but I feel like I’ve been forced to speak up now. There are so many people that feel the way I do and none of them can talk about it. They all feel bullied to shut up. But I could be totally wrong. Maybe I should be quiet about what I feel. But if that’s the case then I would want to stop being online and making comics I think because comics has never been a paycheck for me, it’s always been a way to speak up about things that matter to me.

Raul Trevino

I understand now that you don't really see making comics as your goal in life. I didn't know that. Also, I ignored comics were never a paycheck for you. If I admired something from you, was that. And I know that comics are a way to speak up about things that matter to you. Same here. However, I suggest you dive way more into the COVID issue if you decide to speak out about that. Something that I've learned in my entire life making videos is: "don't talk about things you don't fully know." And it's ok to make mistakes, and it's ok to not know about a specific issue, but it's ok to publicly apologize too. I think the delicate part is when you back up your thoughts in God by saying: "Guys, go out and do this." Instead of softening beforehand, by showing empathy, comprehension, and so on to those affected. You're living in the US, but I live in Japan. And as far as I can see, we both live in different realities. Knowing this opens your mind way more. And since I also know media is a joke, here are other independent information resources that make us better understand this crisis. But something sure is that I would never dare to publicly say to anyone: "Go out and do this" in this time of crisis.

Jason Brubaker

Hey Paul! I really appreciate your thoughtful answer. I will think on this as I move forward. I think the one thing that is bugging me the most out of all this is that I am feeling trapped to not be able to share what I “think” anywhere. And this is the main reason I’m resisting. Everyone seems to be following the “how to think” guidelines these days. And I do agree that there is a major crisis going on, but I am not allowed to talk about the crisis that I think is most important. Anyway, I know I can’t change anyone’s mind. I did go to dinner with a prominent and well respected doctor in my town last night and I was surprised to hear that he and his whole family shared my exact same opinions as I do about the virus and how it’s been handled. But he can’t speak up about his thoughts either. But I should probably wrap this up so it doesn’t bother me all day. I really appreciate you Raul!