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I’m back!!! I am so so sorry (Patreon)

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2026-09-03 21:46:54
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Hi Everyone.

First off, I am so so so sorry for being away for so long. Especially after I puffed my chest, pretending everything is all worked out on my side, when that wasn’t the case.

As you all know, try not to make excuses and keep the reasons why I keep having these lapses private, but you all deserve to know. I am saying this not because I am looking for ass-pats, I am just saying what you need to know. For many years now I have been experiencing severe depression, and because of it have been under strict and controlled medication and medical consultation. Recently I have been slowly weaned off medicine that I have been taking for several years now. The result is that I have been having pretty strong withdrawals.

But as I have said before. I don’t want to make excuses. I still should have reached out, made noise or at the very least keep active. I am so sorry I haven’t and I will make sure that I don’t have any lapses like this again.

So, what now?

For your weekly rewards they are going to be the same. That amount of work was right to do. The real issue is that I tried to do additional work to make up for the last time and it resulted in a crash. I can either continue to squander my time, energy and your support, or there will be other changes but they will be minor. Basically:

$2 – Weekly exclusive piece (either an illustration or a one page comic)

$5 – Weekly update for a “Dungeon of Depravity” project (either illustration or a comic page, Dungeon of Depravity projects are now going to be much shorter, either 4 or 5 pages at most)

$10 – Weekly request and full collection of .PSDs and Time-lapses.

I am also adding a new reward. Essentially it is going to be Early Access stuff. Whether it is a lore bible, project, or just an independent piece, each week I will release something. $10 patrons get this work 90 days early, $5 patrons get it 60 and $2 get it at 30 days. After a full 90 days working down the tiers it is then released publicly. Also any completed projects will also be capped off with a “”Thank you” Page at the end.

Also, I am going to be releasing two new polls. I won't ask again for requests once the current batch is done.

Once again, I am so sorry for the absence. I hope that I can make it all up to you in time.

LoveSexualYeti

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Phoenixtho

I am happy to see you are back and nothing bad happened to you. I just hope you are able to reach out to someone whenever these crashes happen.

ST

Glad you're bavk, glad you're safe and well!

Marked32

Glad to see you back. Hope everything gets better man.

RevanSeiei

No worries man, Life kicks us all in the nuts every once in a while. Hope you're doing better.

paxbaldur exe

Well at least you're alive. I used to be on a bunch of anti depressants when I was younger and I can't tell you if it's better or worse when you're finally off medication. On one hand you feel pretty good about things but then again sad things hit way harder. Just keep it up chin up and take your time. I don't think it's wrong to take breaks from time to time from the projects you work on. I do wanna know if you're up for some commissioned work as I have something I would like drawn specifically in your style.

The Great Archivist

I've know a depression some months ago and i leave my job. It was a nightmare so know you live with that for year. I perfectly understand your state. Beside, my girlfriend is a artiste and have also some similar problem. You literally play in hard mod. So, we're all happy to know you're okay. Mandy next time, when you feel you need to break, just tell us : "don't feel well, i stip for a unknown time". That can preserve us from being scary :)

Tricksrhage

Yeah please stay safe, i'd Rather get a comeback explaination why you left rather than you working yourself to the bone and not taking a bit to get well

SexualYeti

Thank you. The problem is that when I go through these withdrawals, my first instinct is to completely withdraw. It is a problem and I am hoping to avoid that in the future.

SexualYeti

Slowly but surely, but I have been able to get over the worst humps. Thank you!

SexualYeti

I have been on antidepressants for well over a decade now, but they were now starting to have negative results which is why I was being weaned off them. Worse still, I have a bad habit of withdrawing when I am in an emotional state. It is something I am now trying to address and I have now some things I can do to help me prevent it from happening. In regards to commissions, do you mind giving me a week or two just to get back into the swing of things? Once habits have been re-established, I should be able to do additional commissioned work.

SexualYeti

I completely understand, and thank you for your kindness and support. This has been something that has been a big problem in my life and I am always deeply scared to talk about it. I do have a bad habit of withdrawing (which I always excuse as simply "locking-in") which is something I am going to avoid and work around. If there is a time in which I need to slow down, I will make sure it is properly announced.

Chordat

Welcome back, Yeti! Depression is a cast-iron bitch, even with anti-depressants. Glad you're doing better.

paxbaldur exe

Works for me. Very glad to have you back like I said I'll always be here.

SexualYeti

Thank you. It is a hideous paradox. I wish to be as active as possible, but then that results me completely shutting down. Thankfully I have a plan moving forward that won't cause that.

SexualYeti

Thank you. It is a problem I have had to deal with a long time and the anti-depressants are not fun, especially when they don't work no more. I am glad I am finally weaned off them.

The Great Archivist

oh ? You mean you have dificulty to say you don't feel well ? Me too, and i'am not the only