What I see when I look down (Patreon)

To be honest, it’s confronting. I never really had abs but I had a flat stomach with some light detail, and that’s how I looked for most of my life. I’ve been fat for a few years now and it’s still new. That’s probably why I still can’t stop. It’s still a thrill, having this body. Having to slip a hand under my heavy gut to support it when I heft myself to my feet. It feels so good in my lap like this. God, I want more.