Marked forever (Patreon)

No matter what I do, I'm marked forever by this. Whatever I end up calling it in the future - whether this intense period of weight gain becomes known as a delicious experiment or a horrible mistake, whether I pile on another two hundred pounds or I lose it all and try to put this all far behind me, I will never, ever be rid of these permanent, humiliating reminders of what I've done to my body. 🥵