Ex-jock body (Patreon)

I still remember all of it. The proper form for a squat. The optimal posture for a long-distance run. Sometimes I feel like I'm still that fit guy, smothered and helpless under pounds and pounds of wobbling fat, making people see me differently. Making me see myself differently. 

My mind remembers all of it. It's my body that can't manage. 🥵