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We find ourselves in a strange room and a note with an unusual request...

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Script: Coldtofu

Summary: We find ourselves in a strange room and a note with an unusual request...

(art by toru nagase)

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En's Weekly Thoughts:

My therapist told me last week that what might contribute to my feeling of just generally not wanting to do anything, especially after feeling so accomplished with my charity stream two weeks ago, is that I'm still coming down from a sort of feeling of elation in having been "recognized" for my achievements with the charity stream itself. And this is because I have a problem with not just doing things for myself and only being able to feel motivated when other people acknowledge how I'm doing a good job.

I didn't necessarily agree with his point on this because I feel like I get this way regardless of what I'm doing or how much other people paid attention to me (even before COVID, I was always a bit of a hermit). But the point still stands that I obviously do do a lot of stuff on the Internet for some kind of faint, passing recognition.

There's a part of me that misses what my life was like when it comes to my workload from before I became a content creator, because I just had more time to daydream. I feel like I was a lot more floaty and abstract in my thinking, and that contributed to a little bit more of a creative edge in my writing. Nowadays my thoughts are a lot more straightforward -- do this, do that -- and I don't give myself enough time to just explore my feelings on stuff.

I'm going to intentionally set aside some time each day this week until next to write something creatively. I've dropped the ball on my personal writing for a few years now because of some online projects, but I need to get back into it for my sake. Me just writing these weekly rants is never gonna cut it for me, and that's the extent of how much I've been writing longform for the past few months, which is not good.

So, look forward to some of that from me, if you're interested. In the meantime I hope you're all well and taking care of yourselves. Luv y'all.

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