Finally layout for chapter 12 (Patreon)
Content
Hellooooo. Finally I have a draft of the next chapter.
This is not a really readable quality image, so please don't hurt yourself trying to decipher anything XD! It's rather meant as proof of things taking shape, after another long silence period!
I wanted to storyboard both chapter 12 and 13, so I could guarantee not running into writer's block again ... And ease my own anxiety to know that I am set up for a while. But this one chapter took me so incredibly long to plan already, that I simply can't put in even more of my time on just continuing these sketches. I need to get into finishing some pages and I am actually looking forward to page-DRAWING mode now TvT!
I don't know if it's any good tho'. I really can't even build an opinion anymore, and I have no one to closely discuss ideas with. But I hope, that at least some of the long time it took, went into something of value ... and at some point I need to stop worrying and just get back in there TvT.
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I can't really describe my cognitive issues to you in precise words ... but I feel like my brain is broken. ADHD always made my work process chaotic and me prone to procrastination (but since drawing was my passion, this manifested mostly in all other areas of life). Depression, and fatigue from other illnesses, disordered eating and burnout always put me into long periods of paralysis, where I couldn't function and that's when my output definitely always suffered ... But this recent (well, I'm already talking about almost three years now) brain fog, chronic physical pain and just a never ending tiredness, and not knowing where the days and WEEKS went.... is new/different. It's like I just can't believe how much time passed again, where I couldn't see any progress. I am still trying to figure out this health situation... I'll update when I am wiser lol