The Channel's Focus Over the Next Few Months (Patreon)

Hey everyone, it’s Ethel here. I just wanted to give you all an update on current video projects. As I’m sure many of you are aware, I have not been working to my usual level these past two years.

The events of 2019 left deep psychological scarring, and I’ve been trying to work on that whilst producing like normal, and it hasn’t been working. Anytime I try to work on something I’m passionate about, I find myself being drained by fears that I’ve let the additional evidence gathered since 2019 sit too long, evidence in a similar vein to the revelations surrounding Telltale Atheist. It feels like I have been forced to ingest poison, and desperately need to throw it back up in order to recover, but haven’t been able to. Therefore, as the second year since the events of September 2019 draws near, I’m becoming very desperate to finally complete what I’ve been working on.

I want to start 2022 feeling fresh, I don’t want to carry the burden of my knowledge alone anymore, I need to have my final word on the events of 2019, as well as finish my dirtbag series. I want to make incredible videos, such as ones using Tolkein’s trolls to discuss ableism, theology, and how it took root in Western society. I want to discuss how colonial apologists have cooked the books to downplay the violence suffered by indigenous people. I want to talk about my own personal experience of gender euphoria.

So whilst the next few months of videos will be centered on dealing with my trauma by explaining in detail the actions of the people responsible, I promise that, if you stick with me through that, I will begin making videos on more general topics than responses to specific people.

Thank you.