Melancholy artist song incoming (Patreon)

I tried to go to bed early tonight, but I can't fall asleep because something's on my mind and it's bothering me._

I'll Never Finish My Novel

I'm never gonna’ finish my novelThis I knowNo matter how long, nor hard I tryI just won'tI'm never gonna’ finish my novelI'll never tryFor how long, how much, how far I pushI'll never find the endingIn my life (in my life)There are things I'll doClimb a mountain, run a raceFall in love, find my placeAnd other are thingsThat I can'tLike have a real jobLike make real plansAnd I'll never finish my novel.It's been two yearsAnd I've lost the plotSo few read it anymoreSo why should I botherAnymore.Don't see it's futureWhen I've no wordsDon't see the endingWhen the plot dragsDon't see my penOn the pageWhen all my creative juicesFlow toAnother placeYes I love musicOf course I doBut for so long nowI've had a story to tellBut when I tryI can't find it.I can't find it.I can't… find it.