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It has the spider song on it, too. 🙂

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I'm so excitedddddddd

Marko

I gotta know, how long have you been making music for? Theres no way the stuff on your channel is the only music you've made, its too good and across such a variety of genres. Is there another channel with your earlier work somewhere or did you just decide to start sharing your work recently?

Charli Morgan

It's not the only stuff I've made, but I've never considered most of what I've made good. Most of what I make, still, doesn't sound good to me. Or at least, it's not good enough. I'm half-Asian, so my mother required me to learn piano when I was little and that's how I learned. Sort of. I refused to learn how to read music out of spite, and if you put sheet music in front of me, I'd still be clueless. Anyway, I've made things before, but I didn't like them, so they have never been heard by anyone else and I never uploaded them. Eagle 1 is the only song I made where I thought, "Yes, I'm 100% sure this will be a hit." Everything else is kinda "this doesn't sound like ass, I guess," at best, but usually, "what a disgusting sound. How could you ever make this? You should be ashamed of yourself. You should stop making music forever." And I did. Many, many times. I was about ready to stop again, but Eagle 1 was good and it took off. For the first time, something I made brought joy to other people and I've thrown fewer things in the trash since then. Most songs still end up in the garbage, though. When they don't come together easily, they feel like trash and I get frustrated with them and hate myself for not getting it perfect on the first try; "It's All White Noise" isn't a sad song for the sake of making a sad song. It's the truth. It's how I operate. It's a confession and it's as real as I can be. Every word of it is true to how I feel about myself a lot of the time. It's a vicious cycle. 😮‍💨

Marko

ty for the response. im sorry to hear that songwriting can be that grueling for you, i hope you know that there are lots of us out here who love what you make, even if you feel like its not your best most of the time. Also please dont throw anything away! you'd be surprised how often you bin a song because you think its trash but come back later with a way to make it work or find parts that are actually usable for another piece. hyped for the cyberpink release, pre-saving now.

Charli Morgan

Thanks 🥹 Sorry, I'm just a very emotional person 😭

La Vida Awesome

My headcanon is that the Spider Song is Mecha Chan doodling in her journal, thinking about Peli-Kun. Do they exist in the same universe? I don’t know. Maybe in Mecha Chan’s world Helldivers is a soap opera that she’s obsessed with. I’m just gonna go with that. Also, that is the CUTEST Pink Polymer Princess EVER!!! I will die on this hill…

La Vida Awesome

Don’t be sorry, Charli! Your emotion is what makes your music worth listening to! Keep rocking out, Sister!