Dommy Mommy | 💉 straight dopamine, hyperpop, the ~forbidden sounds~ (Patreon)

Trigger warnings in the title of the song.

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All those songs where I was just stumbling around this last month were training. Training for this. It's amazing. The muses are here. I stayed up all night making it. It's good. Really fucking good.

This song was commissioned by...well, I'll let them reveal themselves if they wish.

Do you want to know what I think makes this song great and not just good? I'd love to tell you: it's at 1:58, and it's the most brilliant thing I've ever done in any song, ever.

I couldn't wait to release this song. It makes me so happy. There is...nothing wrong with it. It's exactly what I wanted. I'm crying. Like actually crying. It's beautiful. It's lovely. Please listen to it in stereo because there's a lot of panning in it that really make it pop. Also, this is not a song that's supposed to be quiet. It should cause you pain from the beginning to the end, and especially at the end. I don't often dabble in the forbidden sounds, but this has a little of this and that.

Thanks for being so kind to me this last month, everyone. I've been very hard on myself, and I always will be, but those cookies must have helped because... this song. This song FUCKS. 💖

Please always be around to take care of me during the weeks between certified bangers because... because I need you. I need your love, your support, and your conviction that my best is not behind me. Because this...this song is so good. So seriously good.

Okay, I need to shower, but please enjoy hearing this as much as I enjoyed making it.