Lithium but I won't take it. (Patreon)

Do not ask me if I'm okay._[Hook]I'm not gonna send it but I kind of want to lieI'm not gonna end it but I kind of want to tryI'm not gonna send it but I kind of want to tryI'm not gonna end it but I kind of want to lie[Verse]Bi-polar roller-coasterDon't I know I just get olderKinda tired with the bullshitDoesn't it get kinda dire[Pre-chorus]She asks please askFor some helpTired of watchin you hurt yourselfBut I don't hear it, never doSorry for what I put you through[Chorus]Maybe I'm doneBut I've said all before, saidMaybe I'm doneI'll say it once more, love[Verse]Polar-express way-less, booCan't take the meds without losing whoThe me that I know that you loveBut is trying lying, love?[Pre-chorus]If I never speak my truthWould you love me like you do?If I take the long napWould it really be so bad?[Chorus]Maybe I'm doneWith hurting like I doMaybe I'm doneWith everything I'll put you through[Bridge]Automatic knee-jerk frictionIs my life just my own fiction?Could it be much worse, yesBut don't think I'd like it less[Verse]Does it hurt to feel true?Does it hurt to lie to you.I can't take the medsThink I'd be so much better read[Outro]CuzI'dRather feelEverything thanNothing nothing nothingNothing at all