Tin Bird (Patreon)

[Verse 1] My mom said I'm a monster and it really fucking hurt So I punched a fucking wall, like Dad; I promise he was worse.I don't have a fuckin family but the ones I keep so close, God knowsIt hurts for them to watch me, but would hurt more with just my ghost[Pre-Chorus]And I can't push it to the corner when my mind’s a fucking circleI can't just toss it off a cliff without throwing myself tooShe is the demon in the dark and she just won't go awayI'd fucking kill her if I could, but where would that leave me[Chorus]SoWhat do I doI don't wanna die butI don't wanna pushI can't wake up from a dreamIf my eyes can never close![Verse 2]I have a feeling in my heart and itjust won't go awayI keep replaying the same thoughtsbut though I wish and though I prayI cannot stop the evil that he gave to me I feel the darkness creeping up, enveloping me [Bridge] Not asking for your pity or a shoulder where I'll cry Or the bullet in the back that would Fine’ly let me die I don't know what I ask for A new brain or no heart I am tin man and the scarecrow, And it's tearing me apart [Chorus Repeat] So What do I do I don't wanna die but I don't wanna push I can't wake up from a dream If my eyes can never close! [Outro] I have a feeling in my heart and it just won't go away I keep replaying the same thoughts but though I wish and though I pray And I can't push it to the corner when my mind’s a fucking circle I can't just toss it off a cliff without throwing myself too She is the demon in the dark and she just won't go away I'd fucking kill her if I could, but where would that leave you