⏪⚰️Reverse Vampire (IT'S ACTUALLY DONE!?) (Patreon)

I think I've figured out my muses; they like to be summoned by me insisting they've abandoned me.

I really didn't think i'd ever figure this song out but every time someone in my life became sick, it came back to me and that's why i never gave up entirely. idk, i guess it just clicked today.

Also, I dedicate this song to....so many people— My Chubby, Emma's late friend, Emma, and Raven and her Misses (who were the original inspiration, so with this one done, it completes every song I wrote for/about Raven.

I don't think this poem song has any hidden or deeper meaning. I am healthy (knock on wood), but a lot of people I love are not, and it feels unfair. I mean who asked me if I wanted 18 CON, you know? Rolling for stats is unfair.

Also, if someone wants to know my DND stats IRL, that's a favorite conversation of mine.

_Coming out of nowhere with aQuestion I can't answerIf I'm so goddamn healthy then why can't I-Reverse vampire?

I barely catch a cold when IWalk round with the flu, butWhen you catch the sniffles, look likeTruck-kun run into you

I just don't think it's fair, I'veGot a grudge with God, soMaybe he can answer, why myBaby looks like shit

So, take my fuckin' lifeTake my fuckin' anythingIt's just not fuckin' fairTo think you won't be here with meSo, take my fuckin' lifeTake my fuckin' everythingI've got spoons to spare, andI can't bear without you, Bee

If my phone is full, andYours needs a charge, then ICould connect a cable, butReality that's not

Answers don't come easy and I'mStuck gasping for airI'd trade my breath, my body if it'd lift you or repairEvery day is bullshit and I’m watching from the sideI'd take on all your debuffs just to see you

Screaming at the skyIs anybody there? (Fuck no, go away)It's alrightThen tell me how it's fair

It's not

So, take my fuckin' lifeTake my fuckin' anythingIt's just not fuckin' right to see you slipping far from meSo, take my fucking lifeTake my Fuckin' anything;I've got strength to spare, and I can’t bear to watch you bleed

If I couldSteal your sorrow, or carryAll your pain, I'd give upAll tomorrows, if it meant thatThings could change

No oneHas the answers, they justShrug and shake their heads, but I'd giveUp my heartbeat, if it couldBeat in you instead, everyPill you swallow feels likePoison in my veins

I'm screaming at the heavensIs anybody there. . . No..

So, take my fucking life, take myFuckin' anything, it's just notFucking fair, so, take my fuckin' anythingTake my fuckin' lifeTake my fuckin' anythingFuckin, take my life, take my lifeTake-take-take my fuckin life, fuckin' life, fuckin' life (anything)Take my fuckin life, fuckin' life.

So, take my fucking lifeTake my fuckin' everythingI've got strength to spareAnd I can't bear without you, Bee

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