Grief again... (Patreon)

TW: PET DEATH

Hi everyone....as you can see, i am again grieving...almost exactly 1 year after i lost my senior baby cat Toto, which completly destroyed me, his younger brother Sven followed him....Sven is gone, my beautiful cheerful baby. 

He never recovered fully from losing his big brother last year, and we were fighting several health problems through the latest months...Finally, kidney failure took him from me, yesterday....he was only 9 years old. The pain is unbeliable...

When i saw his little body, it looked like he was only in a deep slumber....but he was gone. Me and my husband got to hold him one last time, and we said our goodbyes....His ashes are now resting beside his brother`s in my office. 

Im sorry baby, we tried everything....

...So, all of that to say, i wont be able to work on September Sun, at least this week....i will try my best to do it next week, but right now i cant be creative...thank you for understanding and always standing by me....you are all the best