Why bother.. (Patreon)
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24 patreons have decided to delete their pledge and account the day before payment is due. Not just a few people... 24 people.
This month on patreon I opened up about my mental health and BDD and everything hoping for support and loyalty to me as a human being and not just a 'model' but obviously thats all anyone cares about. Majority of thse who join aren't bothered about actually supporting me - they just want to see me naked, which is flattering and all but the second I open about my health and everything they wait until the day of payment and leave... almost every single one of them without even a goodbye message or something?
How am I supposed to believe it when people say they care about me? I genuinely believed patreon was to gain exclusive content from a creator but also to go that extra mile and show support? I guess not... I've tried my best to be more than just the typical "Instagram model" I go out of my way to talk to my fans and be there for them but whats the point when they clearly don't care for me like I do them.
This was more than just "extra cash" to me like all the other models do it for. This paid my bills and kept me going.
Im so sorry to hear few of you who are still here and reading this because you must feel really unappreciated but I promise it's the opposite. I'm so thankful and greatful to have you, im just so heartbroken that the month I open up is the month so many have ran away...
I can't quite say I have any sort of motivation or anything right now but I'll somehow keep fighting...
If you're still here - I can't thank you enough
I'll share this months exclusive set soon but for now I need some time to heal.
Love
Mistyy 💖
xxx