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Taylor

LOVE U CHICKENS ā¤ļøā¤ļø

Justin

I love how Emily’s face at the beginning is exactly like the Emily in Paris poster in the background lol

Nicole

So happy you did this!

Yuli

I was really not expecting her to double down on the aspects of showgirl that received the negativity but god i am SO glad that she did. That’s my girlllll

Melanie

honestly it was great hearing yall share ur personal life stories bc it made me connect and relate to you even more, just like when taylor shares her personal stories 🫶🄹

Kasadilla

New comfort vid unlocked 😌

Yuli

I will be hiding out in this corner of the Internet for the foreseeable future so thank you so much for providing this humble space xx

Brandon N

well atleast ur content is getting exposure šŸ˜

Yuli

Has anyone talked about how the visual for Babylon is a field of dandelions i just feel like that’s SO insane considering the whole song is about wishing

Amanda Widdall

Thank you for posting chickens! We love you so much!!

Taylor

PINK CLOWNING FOR THE THRILL OF IT HA HA HA 🤔🤔🤔

Heath Zappa

YAY thankyou so much for posting the whole stream🫶🫶 me and my mum r big fans and now she can watch it too😁

Kaitlyn

as someone who missed the live, THANK YOU! It’s such a blessing getting to hear your chit chats with us, whether light or deep and no matter the topic

Samantha

Really grateful for this community! I needed this live tonight. Really proud of your vulnerability and sharing. Love you chickens!

paulina 🧃

i just want to highlight one more time: your vulnerability is safe with us and we don’t take your openness for granted. We are all here for mutual support and it’s extremely special that you see it this way as well. Hugging you both virtually šŸ«‚

imogen

thankyou for trusting us enough to show up are you are and share some of the loreā˜•ļø we love you so much pecky & emilina

Dafne

I do want to ask: do we think she could have written pink clouding after revisiting rep vault?

Katie LaFave

love you guys this stream was so fun!!!! thanks for being so open we love you and your stories are always safe with us

Amanda

You both are just the best!!!! I love hanging with yalllll chickenssss

Rhiannon W.

I think Ratty ghosting her made her fathom when she ghosted Tom Hiddle

Nicole

I don’t think you’d film this, but I would love to be a fly on the wall for your reactions to a 2nd listen of the songs!

Cara M

This was the best live ever! Your vulnerability helps so many of us! Thank you!

Krispy

You 2, us on Patreon, Taylor - this is Babylon ā¤ļø

Samantha

PECKS! āœŒšŸ¼āœŒšŸ¼

Moni

i think cleveland is the worst taylor swift song has ever released and i'm still like "i need to do exposure therapy so i can fathom" it's a ME problem, not taylor's problem LOL

Jenny

That’s such a good point

Mex

your collective vulnerability in this video and the trust you have in us is exactly why we are all here. when you say it makes you feel better to turn on the camera and talk to us, it means so much. and remember that your reactions are a safe space for taylor. i always wonder if she and scott get as excited for your album reactions as we do

mack

Yall are going virallll on twitter for the encore reaction

Craig McKibben

Needed this debrief following the online discourse ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„

makanani

pink clouding is definitely about travis and probably ab lying/not telling him about the severity of the ratty situation then dropping ttpd while they were still in their honeymoon phase which would be hard for any relationship, if my future husband dropped ttpd about someone else after we were already together i would kms and thats what she meant about not wanting to burst the bubble of their honeymoon phase bc they were both so happy but she had to release it bc it doesn't mean nothing just cause she could leave it! and the whole idea of pink clouding being the happiness travis gave her early into her recovery process of her addiction to the rat

Abby

Is anyone else experiencing low volume on the lives? I thought it was my phone, but it seems fine on all their other videos.

Jenny

Cleveland! is so over the top last-song-on-a-broadway coded in the best way

Ellison Hughes

Taylor is feeding us, but chats and reacts is ffffeeeeedddiiinggg us…love y’all

Emma

I posted this comment on Youtube so I'm sorry if people are seeing this twice lol but I just wanted to say how much I appreciate your videos. I’ll usually love a new Taylor song sonically when it comes out but I don’t always have an emotional connection to it straight away. However I know I just need to watch your reaction and suddenly I understand the song on such a deeper emotional level. You both understand Taylor’s music so incredibly thoughtfully and deeply and I love that you don’t just focus on the sound of the music but actually understand the writing, emotions and meaning behind it. Your thinking is genuinely so profound and it’s honestly amazing to watch you unravel what a song means in real time. Honestly, if anyone doesn’t understand a Taylor song or doesn’t like it at first they just need to watch your videos, as you’re both so amazing at understanding her music in a way that makes me/everyone feel it differently. So grateful you put your time and effort into making these videos for us!

Bailey

Is everyone else noticing that Cleveland sounds exactly like the intro to the office ???

Cassidy

i’m sure they are aware and ignoring that…

Cassidy

compare it to shake it off for example it’s not meant to be taken so seriously

Jeebs

See, I immediately linked Patient Zero to being about Dakota Johnson and Chris Martin. Especially with the ā€œparadiseā€ lyric.

Lisa Lautzenheiser

I was sobbing during Cleveland and I knew you would too Bonny! I was just so overwhelmed by how happy she is and so happy she finally has that love

Samantha McManus

OMG I just fathomed that Babylon is the closing track of the Showgirl Era and she is hinting towards her next Era with the sound shift from the rest of the album!!!

GenXJen

I stumbled upon you two a few years ago & you have become my top fav YouTube channel - full stop. In part because you are so authentic & for your pure love of Taylor’s work and also your being able to be happy for her. I truly do not understand the TS hate. What other artist has haters putting out hate content over musical preferences?! It’s nuts. I’m in my 50’s and have loved Taylor since Debut came into the world. You two are darling…never let anyone steal your joy!! šŸ§”šŸ©µšŸ–¤šŸ©¶

Dawn

I had the most superior Saturday evening with you thanks chickens šŸ«¶šŸ»

Joseph Laurite

i am so unbelievably addicted to these songs! you girls make taylor releases just 100x more fun. you’re the best

Joseph Laurite

loving with your live stream era it’s so fun

Joseph Laurite

i think we all here feel the same way as y’all do about how special this patreon community is. it’s a little bubble of taylor happiness. like you have no idea how much i need you guys and need this patreon. we love you so much!!

chatsandreacts

Aw paulinaaaa!! We appreciate you saying this so so much šŸ’— we are a difficult period of life and being able to be real with you guys allows us to be our true selves and keep showing up online. Thank you for keeping us safe 🄰

chatsandreacts

Aw thank you Melanie šŸ™ā™„ļø it’s really nice to hear this!

chatsandreacts

No it really BE that way because same 🄰🄰🄰

Miss T

We love our authentic and wise chickens šŸ’– grateful for your video today šŸ«¶šŸ»

Miss T

Cleveland is also my least favourite of the 4 tracks - personally that kind of sound doesn’t resonate with me. Stay stay stay and Me! are songs I would put next to Cleveland in terms of similar vibes and they’re ones that I do skip on their albums. They’re just not for me and that’s okay. And if they’re for you, then that’s great! Maybe I’m also not in the emotional space to fathom Cleveland! just yet but for now it’s not my vibe.

Morgan Davis

Honestly thank god for this community who actually gets these songs šŸ«¶šŸ»šŸ«¶šŸ» I truly feel like no matter what song she puts out it will get hate. People want to hate for the sake of it. I don’t even go online anymore to read opinions. Also do people not remember she has always been a pop queen???

GenXJen

Also…I think the ā€œ20 watchesā€¦ā€ lyric is referencing her 20 years in the business.

Camila Dejesus

I just want to thank you both for being such a blessed and fun corner of the internet. I literally deleted TikTok in prep for this weekend like I'm leaning into joy and I'm just not doing it this time. Also on Patient Zero! The only reason I could see it being a Joe song is the consistent metaphor of her being sick in that relationship in You're Losing Me and So Long London. That evolution would be really cool if intentional tho many other muses seem present!

Gina Gould

Thank you for sharing your stories i’m so glad you feel comfortable and safe in this space and I hope you know we all feel like the two of you are our personal besties and we are here for you! ā¤ļø

Bianca Johnston

Listening to emily talking about what she’s going through right now is insane because i’m going through the exact same thing. I am also a fearful avoidant and constantly self sabotage and flee situations (the bolter in me) and i’m also so conflicted because something is missing from the situation I’m in now but i’m also like is it me sabotaging again and it’s so confusing and truly is so complicated! so I feel you so much em!!

Raven Patzner šŸ‡ØšŸ‡¦šŸ«¶šŸ»

Awww I’m so sorry you chickens are going through such a hard time. I hope this community is a light for you. I remember someone telling me once ā€œif you loved the wrong person this much imagine how good it will be when it’s the right oneā€. Feels cheesy but reflecting back all those lessons just help and when it’s the right person it just isn’t hard in that way!

Rodrigo

I've been a patreon since day 1 and it's my favorite place that even my bf gets jealous hahaha love this safe comfort space! so good to be ENGULFED in the positivity even when we don't love every single thing. and please come to Brazil! šŸ’ž

Bianca Johnston

i’m literally DYING at Bonnie saying ā€˜so… I came home to a dead possum and a tortured poet’ HAHAHA

✨Bri✨

That felt like the best girls night, taylor swift pink clowning and a therapy session ā¤ļø

Jade

I HONESTLY BELIEVE IN THE CLEANSE !!! and I love it. I’m not the biggest showgirl fĆ£ but I LOVE That it’s scaring the fakers away. It was only a matter of time that something would happen and this new people would show their true colors. For you to be a true taylor fan you have to respect her phases and her moods and her changes because she is being REAL. And you go with her for the ride

Kirsten Marie

Love everything about this live! Thank you thank you for it!

Allie

I def feel like patient zero could be about Sophie but I also could see it being about the Scooter situation and she’s talking to the current and new artists associating with him but idk

Camila Dejesus

Also to Emily! you are not bad for ending a relationship! I feel like that's not the where the badness comes from, it's when someone do wrong by that person with cheating or disengaging in harmful ways or being mean afterward. But you just recognizing something isn't right for you, no matter the situation, and acting on it is never wrong. As that person in chat said, it would have been wrong to stay <3

Allie

Babylon is so good by far the best out of the 3. Love pink clouding too and patient zero (minus the bridge 😐). Cleveland! is a big skip for me but that’s ok lol all albums always have skips. I just think she has already done the ā€œI don’t care what the public/my family/anyone else says I love my man and he loves me and I’m happyā€ theme with Ours and BDILH and CIWYW which are sooo good. I rlly just hope next album we get more Babylon-esque songwriting and steer far away from Cleveland.

bri

A 2.5 hour chat!?!? YES PLEASE

Camila Dejesus

Also to Emily's situation and feeling guilty about having feelings for the "wrong" person--if anything, that's a gift! It's life literally showing you you were correct! The guy you broke up with was NOT the one, because you're able to have so many more feelings for someone else! And it's showing you that you have the capacity to have those feelings again for the right person <3 which will come now that you're choosing yourself!

Sam

Taylor was not Joe Jonas first famous public relationship he dated AJ Michalka (from Aly & AJ). The lyrics ā€œI know it seems like he shines so bright But he's bathing in your reflected light On a free solo social climbā€ ā€œ Someone who had him and walked awayā€ and ā€œ Now he seems bored by youā€ are so Joe Alwyn coded.

Jenna Bolmgren

I finally figured it out! The ā€œwrapped your arms around my bodAaayyyā€ in Pink Clouding is reminiscent of Sweeter Than Fiction!

Katherine

THANK YOU for your vulnerability and a 2.5 hour chat. Going through my own problematic situation right now and honestly it was such a needed distraction to hear about someone else's. Love you girls.

Annika šŸ“Melb, AU

Thank you so much for being vulnerable and posting this chickens and meeting us right where you are! šŸ«¶ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ It makes me feel so seen because I dated a guy who was poly and MARRIED (help) in my 20s and I thought that I could do it because I love freedom and I wasn’t meant to fall for him, but it was a lesson I needed to go through to know what I want now (which is a monogamous relationship with a woman - I’m bi - but the early stage of dating women is frightful in different ways 🤪 It’s rough out herrre!) Funnily enough he has been messaging me again after 10 years completely out of the blue and I don’t know how to tell him kindly to stop šŸ™ˆ we live in different states and he just wants to be friends but I’m a completely different version of myself and I have enough friends ya know? šŸ˜…šŸ˜…šŸ˜…

Madison

I need to be a girls girl and drop off this edit I just saw of CAM CAMERON to PINK CLOUDING!!! For all comment readers and chickens to enjoy. Pink clouding is only about cam Cameron now I’m sorry, I don’t make the rules. https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTyBFYmt9/

Chloe

Girls this was really beautiful. Bonny, this is a complete projection but your TP situation is so familiar to me. You guys really sound like twin flames (like I lost my twin hitting hard?) who reflect your true selves back to each other, but this is the traumatised child self that lives in both of you. Your life partner will reflect a much more complex picture but it probably won’t have the same intensity and not in a bad way. Your life partner might even be secure enough so you and your twin can choose how to be in each other’s lives, since the connection transcends romance. I keep mine at a distance but he’s there haha and I have to laugh cos he’s also younger than me by a year and a bit. Anyways, you’re both right where you need to be and it’s gorgeous to witness. Thanks for trusting and sharing ā¤ļø

Sapphire

If we learned anything from Taylor, it’s that vulnerability has only ever brought us closer. It’s safe with us! (ā€œSpeaking as a completely objective third party outsider with absolutely no personal interest in the matterā€ living half way around the world.) But ALSO I believe Hilary Duff opened up more shows - one being in Omaha Nebraska (which is where I live!) should I get you tickets? šŸ˜‚ my husband calls you my ā€œAustralian best friendsā€ it would be a shocking turn on events you visiting Nebraska šŸ˜‚

Lindsay

Waking up on a drizzly Sunday morning with no plans and seeing I have 2.5 hours of superiorness to watch from you guys. WHAT A BLESSED DAY ā¤ļø

Benjemin Khor

I cry with Cleveland too,I feel so happy for her and Travis

Heidi Muller

Gray rocking - emotional numbness

Trish137

Today I’m fathoming Babylon

Trish137

If I ever get remarried I’m dancing down the aisle to Cleveland šŸ¤—

ZJT_rep boy

Same crying in the bridge of Cleveland😭

leney

no wonder em is in desperate need of Debut TV/country taylor!!!!... it's giving Drew looks at me and I fake a smile so he won't see, it's giving you belong with me, it's giving that's the way I loved you.

Sam Obrien

besties i would lay my life on the line that patient zero is about joe alywn very very specifically and nothing could ever convince me otherwise. And i can totally break down all the reasons why if you want me to? I do see the other takes but for me its just SO obviously JA and completely consistent with the things shes said about him since rep (and if so it finally confirms the long rumored cheating allegations!). It fully shocked me to see her spell it out so starchy tho bc if so she really ripped him a new one (and deservedly so)

Leney

fling 2 has a girl at home and everybody knows it.. ah ah ah.

Mariona Busto

Thank you for creating the best space on the internet

Bobhog

I LOVE! Pink clouding. Why does it have the smallest number on genius??? I don’t understand, it’s perfect!!!

Gabriel Ibarra

I love you guys so much!!! Thank you for being my safe place ā¤ļø Lots of love from your biggest Mexican fan šŸ‡²šŸ‡½

nella

Cleveland! is so fun, people really are too miserable out there. I also think Taylor is just so hilarious by putting that out. Like - oh you think I’m a cringy millenial and you don’t like the fun bops? Great! Here’s more! Tay-comedian, she’s so funny for that.

Haley Haas (edited)

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2026-09-29 20:00 My immediate fathoming of pink clouding was connecting it to lavender haze and the cloud props for the eras tour performance and just the timeline of the lyrics I guess it could be about tom it Joe it doesn’t really matter but just thought I’d share:)
2026-09-27 07:36 My immediate fathoming of pink clouding was connecting it to lavender haze and the cloud props for the eras tour performance and just the timeline of the lyrics I guess it could be about tom or Joe it doesn’t really matter but just thought I’d share:)

My immediate fathoming of pink clouding was connecting it to lavender haze and the cloud props for the eras tour performance and just the timeline of the lyrics I guess it could be about tom or Joe it doesn’t really matter but just thought I’d share:)

Dorka

Cleveland has a sickly sweet American christmas production that immediately turns me off, and an acoustic would hurt my ear less, but the talking part bridge is really hey kids spelling is fun :/ I think it is a song that could have stayed private, Me at least has good verses, and I don't mind any of her other cringe song, but it is the doubling down and not taking in any criticism that hurts. Woods has a masterful melody and I can overlook the corny lyrics, it is a bop but Cleveland is not enjoyable to me as a song.

Dorka

I cried so much now to Babylon, it is top 20 TS song!

Macarena

I cried watching you guys react to cleveland 🄲

Dorka

I woke up expecting an hour long stream, and you gave us 2.5 hours, wow, thank you!!

Rachel

The way you look at each other as you each share your stories is so profound. Your complete pride and love for one another is so palpable in this live. A best friend like that is a blessing! Treasure it always šŸ’•

Macarena

Also 2 hs and halfff of chatsssss yes please!

Alice

Love you girls, you bring so much comfort to us all. This is such a safe space on here, I dont think you guys FATHOM the dopamine rush you give us when you post. A special community <3 sending LOVE

Macarena

Can we talk how many people would go visit Cleveland because of Taylor? And what it will do to the town!!! Haha

Macarena

Paper rings is not for me or most of Lover yet I love everything Taylor does!! Being a hater is never okay

JC S

FYI: We call the area ā€œThe Heightsā€ because the suburbs on the east side of Cleveland include Cleveland Heights, Shaker Heights, University Heights, Mayfield Heights …

Sabrina šŸ’–

idk if you will see this emily but I have been there (tbh am kind of eternally there) and it's just rotted feeling like you did it to yourself because you couldn't trust your gut at the time. I'm kind of the alternate universe you where I stayed when I shouldn't have and let go of the person I really wanted and it's been like 5 years since and I'm still in this relationship and it sits in the back of my head eating away at me. It's that immeasurable guilt of leaving someone that people like us can't cope with. I am so proud of you for listening to your gut and trusting yourself and honouring yourself and what you really know you want in your soul. even if this one gets away you've proven to yourself that you can withstand this and you can make hard choices for yourself and I know that future you will be so so grateful. sending you both all my love and thank you for sharing so much <3

Beth

What’s EVEN funnier about all the Cleveland ā€˜hot’ takes is that she literally freaking spelled this out in her recent interviews, where she discussed sometimes making a song sound exactly like the feeling and that’s the whole point of it, I think it was the Grammy museum one. Like this woman is teaching and the haters are still NOT paying attention !! They’re the class clowns at the back of the class laughing and joking but they actually are the ones who look silly hey? Kinda sad

Siobhan

I need you girls to know I fell asleep listening to this and dreamt that me and my friends and Bon and Em were staying in the Lover house as an air bnb to go to the Eras tour and in order to get through to the concert and see Taylor in her new Era we all had to wade through a river of aligators. Theres some metaphors in here somewhere šŸ˜‚

Katrin Kosch

I had that the other day but then I continued watching a day later and it was all back to normal! So I think it’s just a Patreon glitch

Lisa

Okay hii this is my first time commenting!! So what is up with people… maybe Iā€˜m weird but these are some of my favourite songs EVER and I don’t say that about every song. When I first listened I truly didn’t expect so many people to hate on them heeelp

Alyssa

SOOOOO much to say about Babylon that I need to get off my chest! I see the moral of the story of Babylon as always wanting more and therefore never appreciating what you have in the present moment. I interpret the progression of the story that is telling this as: Verse 1: young man wants more from his small town , simple life, he feels caged in ('electric fences buzz' and wants a bigger life ('the stallion flees the stable'). Pre-chorus: continues this idea of verse 1('the neighbours lawn always looked better' = grass is always greener..., 'your hand-me-down sweater should've been from the mall' = wanted the new shiny things that his family maybe couldn't afford). Chorus: he hated his home/upbringing at the time he was present in it ('this song), but then once he's left ('on the train') he has a nostalgic epiphany ('but you wake up) and now he misses the very thing he hated and is haunted/stuck in this grief. Verse 2: He now leads a busy life like he wanted in verse 1 ('make the plans and friends'), focusing on the importance of building a career and prioritising money ('twenty watches in the safe 'cause your time is money'), neglecting love ('love is ice upon the ladder that you need to climb'). Suddenly, he meets a special woman ('she captured your attention, so free of all pretension) but he avoided it and again, was not present ('it stopped you cold'. Pre-chorus: continues this idea of verse 2. She adored him but he was not present in it ('pretty as a picture that you didn't post', 'never official'). Chorus: still moving on that train, lost that special woman because he was not present in the moment with her. But he has nostalgic epiphany again and realises what he had was special and now it's gone. Bridge: builds on the idea of the chorus of the harm of never being in the present moment and the aftermath of nostalgia and regret. He's now married with a child ('it's bedtime') but he's missing 'all the best parts' because he's 'sitting in [his] car' full of nostalgia about the past, not in the present moment again. A toxic cycle. Forewarning he's going to lose what's good yet again. Pre-chorus: TIME TO CRY! His family are at home doing the most wholesome beautiful thing and noticing his absence. His wife can't do it anymore, she feels his disconnect and absence and it hurts her (' but darling, you end up hurting everybody else'). He never knows what he wants until it's gone (' it's just not worth it if we're not what he wants'. Chorus: He's realising that he does want the life he currently has with his wife and child (' but you love this song') but 'now, it's almost gone' because of his pattern of being stuck in the past. Pre-chorus: swirling memories of the past times he did not appreciate. Chorus: he realised too late and now what he loved is gone and he's 'all alone'. I just love how we can all interpret this song in so many different ways but each way is SO incredibly, beautifully meaningful! This is hands down some of her best story telling to date - no matter the interpretation! ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„

Beth

Also I have a fairly happy go lucky kinda man in my life, not quite as care free as Travis but, I was listening to Cleveland! and he was like aw this is a nice song! (And he’s not really a big swiftie he just supports me) šŸ˜‚ so I just know that this song SOUNDS like Travis haha

Julia

Ahh you guys made me realize how showgirl is FULL of lessons learned that she’s sharing through stories!! So many little lessons about relationships, work, love, hurt, fame, gratitude

Sam Obrien

ohmygosh Pecky Bonhilda Bonita Yanob rocker you had me SOBBING leading the group therapy session bc my god my tortured poet DID show up to show me where i wasnt showing up for myself and damn i think i needed to hear that. You are somehow always my mirrorball. Im truly still reeling from him walking away nearly two years ago bc he was my best friend and my soulmate, or so i thought but i put him on such a pedestal he didnt deserve, (and is still in the periphery of my life- the lore runs so deep the tea is piping) but he cant make it better only i can and ive been slowly learning that and reflecting on the way we both triggered each others childhood shit etc etc, Anyways i love you both endlessly and i hate that youre in these frightful situations bc you deserve the world but truly thank you so much for sharing bc that along with tays new songs (particularly patient zero and babylon) have been SO healing this weekend. And Emilinina have ya seen her I just wanna give you the biggest hug. Holding your hand emotionally through the trenches now until its remotely ok again <3 Samykins

ttpd-24

Love the Kylie Minogue fathoming. Tall poppy syndrome is real!

Mary

Ladies, I just became a Patreon. One thing I have loved about your YouTube videos is how honest you are. Bonny, I wanted to let you know I felt the exact same way about Cleveland! I cried like a baby. I’m just so happy our girl is happy and gives zero F’s about all the hate they both get because there will always be people that just want to hate on her just to hate. They are just living their lives and are safe in their little love bubble. Love to you both, Bonnie and Emily! 🫶

Antonia

Favorite live stream ever! I loved this group therapy session šŸ«¶šŸ¼šŸ«¶šŸ¼šŸ«¶šŸ¼

Beth

I’m so tireddddd for you girlies listening to all this 🫠 my personal experience and belief is that if there is so much to say and think about, including logistics Emily… it probably ISNT right. Why do we think Taylor has been making cute Christmas songs for Travis? Once you find your person, there isn’t all that much to talk about anymore, you’re just happyšŸ˜…ā¤ļø

Mary

Totally agree with this take!

Mary

I love how some people on the Internet say Taylor can’t write anymore. That with the show girl album, she lost her writing skills. I keep saying have you listened to Babylon, have you read the lyrics? I don’t get it!!! That is such a superior song.

Mary

I feel like Lover got the same type of hate that showgirl is getting when that came out. I think people just don’t like Taylor being happy.

Ella

The internet is such a dark place, I’m so sorry you are dealing with such nasty comments about your reaction, those people are 🤢 You are such a light for so many people and we are so grateful for you both and your authenticity. Sending you so much love queens ā¤ļø

Molly Malm

I appreciate the openness so much! It feels like chatting with friends and is so wholesome and nice. Don’t feel bad for over sharing, it is definitely safe here šŸ’– I hope both of you feel better soon and will find your person! When you want to, are ready for it etc etc you know

Ebru

The next video after that for me was an edit for Tom Hiddleston.

Kate

VIDEO IDEA Based on the idea everyone felt the livestreams have been therapy. Patreon members submit there dilemmas, confessions for the girls to 'chat & react' to in a therapy way, could be a one off, a series or livestream so the community can be involved and offer their advise

Sarah (not in her sunday best)

Thank you for opening up chickens! I think we all feel closer to you ā¤ļø I fear Em’s recent situation is giving the bridge of ā€œwe were happyā€

Jamie

BONNY!!! you sound exactly like me recently with a guy 😭 ... have you considered that this might be a intermittent reinforcement loop? like you get HIGH off of that you never know what you'll get with him. like a gambling slot machine. and you like the power of how much he wants you too, how much you want him, and that slot machine only gives you what you want SOMETIMES...

✨ Miray ✨

Guyssss Cleveland is so funny and perfect and I cant imagine how people don’t like it

✨ Miray ✨

Also how do we convince yall to do a daily live stream????

JC S

@Ash Linger by the Cranberries

Victoria

Such a fun times with you chickens, thank you for these livestreams they've been such a serotonin boost these last couple of days šŸ©·šŸ§”šŸ’ššŸ’™šŸ’›šŸ’œ

✨ Miray ✨

Bonchicky - it really is a right of passage to love someone who is wrong for you and it always hurts sooo deeply and dramatically. You’re going to be even more powerful now ✨✨✨✨

Katie K

Just rewatching again after last night (it was like 1am in the UK and I was half asleep šŸ˜‚). Applaude you girlies for being so vulnerable and open in our safe little community here, thanks for the sharing and the therapy sess. Also Em, I was the one that commented about the DWTS Cars performance and your reaction to remembering that again made me absolutely cackle. Honestly I hadn’t seen it before you talked about it but now that performance lives rent free in my mind forever 🤣🤣

Grace Hart

Someone may have said this already but, Babylon made me sob because it was giving big "Cats in the Cradle" and I can't handle themmmm

Michelle

Giiiirls so happy to BE HERE with you. Re: full song ranking vids, I rewatch your most recent one that was pre-ttpd. It’s just nice to have the girls on talking about every single taylor swift song, I love it! Desperate to know where all the new songs hit but it feels like it would be good to wait for her to get out whatever new shit she’s working on before undertaking that again.

ryles

babylon is the flip side to i hate it here too!!

Paloma Bennett

ā€œCleveland!ā€ Is my favorite song from The Encore and it means a lot to me! I don’t get why so many people hate on it.

Paloma Bennett

I love Taylor’s from all her different pens. Her gel pens songs are epic! Taylor’s fountain pen songs are incredible! Her quill pin songs are mesmerizing! I respect it, but I can’t imagine only liking one type of Taylor song. I really appreciate you guys. Love you Bonnie and Em!

BenšŸ‡¬šŸ‡§

Hello chickens, I was with my ex gf for 10 years and ending that relationship was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. The healing and the feelings were literally a daily battle but now I can see the physical and mental impact that relationship was having on me now I’m out of it and how much better I am on my own. It gets better, hang in there and let yourselves feel everything! šŸ’›

Ilka van Schalkwyk

Showgirl isn't my favourite it doesn't get stuck in my head and give me the compulsion to listen to it nonstop, the narcotics are missing or didn't work for me, the first of her albums to do so. Saying that I loooove the Encore all 4 songs keep playing over eachother in my head as if the melodies are linked somehow. I love them. I feel like if Taylor had waited a bit to record Showgirl, fine tuned it when she wasn't basically running on burnout it could have been amazing. Father Figure's bridge gets that Taylor hit and of course Ruin the Friendship, but the new songs I love.

Alaina

In the spirit of oversharing, this message is for Bonny in her TTPD era coming form a girl who just went through the same thing. I fell in love with a man and was certain he would 'wake up' because I shine so bright. I realized through group therapy (lol) that this was a transference about my mother who I always wished would 'wake up' a be a better mother to me if I shined brightly enough. It was a repetition of a childhood wound that I have had to reckon with. The thought, "Surely, if she can just see me she'll stop her bad habits and actually be committed to being there for me." Sadly this was a new level of grief I needed to grieve and move through. I'm sharing this just in case it is helpful. <3 Peace and love and live random forever.

Caroline Britz

About Cleveland, I’m genuinely so happy that my personal friend is so happy and feels comfortable sharing her feelings like this šŸ„¹ā¤ļø I actually love seeing that side of her, I just really don’t like the song šŸ˜­šŸ˜‚ Musically, it’s one of the worst songs she’s released for me, but it’s ONE song!! I’m still waiting for the one where she really tells us how she feels about him, rather than focusing on the outside perception of them together or as individuals. I think the criticism is valid, but people are being way too dramatic šŸ˜‚ You can dislike a song and still LOVE Taylor šŸ«¶šŸ¼

maggs

the beginning of Babylon sounds like if this were a movie!!!! HELPPPPP

moza

It’s not easy to be this vulnerable in front of the camera, but this is a safe protected space 🩷 we appreciate the effort you put into what you love doing, and we appreciate you both as the superior individuals you are🩷🩷🩷

Jasmin

no you don“t understand, i cried so hart during Cleveland!. first it“s a good (!) song and my parasocial relationship makes me soooooo happy for her and sadly hearing her that happy just makes me feel like not a lot of people are that happy?!

Megan Zegveldt

Did anyone else think the start of ā€˜Babylon’ was similar to the start of ā€˜If this was a movie’?? 😊🩷

Cath

Bonny-- I have my own fall out from a tortured poet/thing 2 situation happening currently and it's a really lonely experience . it was so comforting to hear someone i look up to talk about similar feelings and experiences. thank you for your vulnerability and being open to share a part of yourself that isn't the most 'picturesque'. I'm taking the wisdom you shared and holding it close <3

Jordan Conger

Bonny is truly getting me through such a difficult time in my life! Her entire speech around 1:20-1:30 just changed my brain chemistry. Thank you for being so vulnerable šŸ’•

Yasmin

My interpretation of ā€œPink Cloudingā€ is that there’s a connection to Lover — the album cover itself is literally filled with pink clouds. The ā€œat a cursed timeā€ part also immediately makes me think of when she met Joe, during the whole Kim/Kanye backlash and the Reputation era. And somehow the song feels like an apology to him for how she treated him at times. It instantly takes me back to ā€œAfterglow,ā€ where she admits that so much was happening inside her own head, that she hurt him, and takes the blame for it. That’s just how I personally interpret it.

Jade

hi bonny, I have had open relationships before and they were completely ok and healthy. it doesn't have to be a red flag. So don't worry about that. the problem is usually the person, not the openess of the relationship ;)

lisa f

The ability to feels our feelings. And move through them..one of the most underrated skills imo

Ms Lib

I get the vibe that Patient Zero and Babylon are Taylor’s way of leading us back into non-confessional song writing.

Melody SJ

new fan but wanted to say im so glad i found your channel + now patreon!! long time swiftie who also loves showgirl + obsessed with the new tracks and feeling very alone on the internet lately but this video made my weekend!!! 🫶🫶🫶 edit: I have also had babylon on non-stop repeat :) it's the best song ever written period!

Maren

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Liam Sullivan

Bro the first boy that made me come to terms with the fact I’m bi and later became my first boyfriend at 17 was a fucking tortured poet. No wonder I’ve been single ever since and I’m now 22. Bonhilda I feel your pain girlšŸ¤

F1Swiftie

Everything except the alligators sounds like an amazing time lol

F1Swiftie

Yes! I binged The Paper (same creative team) and it sounds like that, too. The lyric video is like a TV theme song from the 70s or 80s.

F1Swiftie

The next tour will have Cleveland!, ME!, and Stay Stay Stay on repeat while in the queue to buy tickets. šŸ˜‚

Lucie S

Couldn't watch the live yesterday cause I was sick, but watching it today made my Sunday, you guys are icons I love you and thank you for being so vulnerable and open with us ! I learn so much from your advice and you help me reflect on many situations ā™„ļø And it feels like a FaceTime it's awesome On the encore : I love all the songs so much, Babylon and Pink Clouding are my favs and for sure in my showgirl top 5 🄰

Lena W.

Oh my God, Bonnie, you made me realize that Babylon (just like you said) also describes the situation where a man who’s been avoiding things might one day look back on what he did and what he had back then. I am—or was—in a very similar situation, and what you said blew my mind🤯🤯 Thank you!!šŸ«¶šŸ¼ Love you chickensšŸ’›

jule āœŒšŸ»

I just love you chickens so much, thank you for always providing such a safe and comforting space šŸ«¶šŸ»

Megan C

Chickens, that was so vulnerable and beautiful. Hang in there, I know the waters are rough right now, but each of you has a Travis waiting for you! ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„

Val

Bonny! If you're in your TTPD era, it's because your Travis era is around the corner! Manifesting for you✨

Nicole

Can we PLEASE stop giving so much time to the ā€œhaters?ā€ It just doesn’t matter: 1. So many people release music that doesn’t appeal to everyone 2. Taylor is SO FAMOUS that she gets more negative attention 3. Talking about it just adds fuel to the fire We should just embrace her music and bask in our shared šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ’–

Misha

thank you for being so open and honest with us chickens!! This livestream really made me want to offer an astrology transit reading for you both because sometimes that just helps me and I do it all the time for friends and family when they need it!! If that's something you both are up for, I would 100% do it for you anytime you want!! You give so much to this community and I'd love to give something back to you or really offer anything that can help you both get through this time! Love you both and love the little therapy session we all had together hehe

Emma

Girls you are giving me life. We are in the trenches together I prooommiiisseee ā¤ļøā¤ļø

Elina

this also happens to me! for some reason the live audio is so quiet compared to the normal patreon videos

Elina

loved this and been loving your videos for a long time but this past year the videos have been feeling extra special thank you for making them!

Ottie Rose

Babylon also ties back to Renegade because he destorys himself in both songs and hurts everyone else around him by doing so.

Jane

Heyy Em I have a song recommendation for you, it’s called Mascara Tears by Asha Banks, it’s really beautiful and I think you might relate to it :) I hope you and Bonny are doing okay and I just wanted to say thank you again for all the work you put into Patreon and all the amazing videos that come out of it, love you both šŸ«¶šŸ»šŸ«¶šŸ»

Tori Baker

know no one will probs see this haha but SO grateful for this community and the positivity. it's ben a rough few days to be a swiftie and this community has been such a gift! love you guys!!!!

Mary Moore Nelson

Emily I am in a very similar situation that you are in right now and I just appreciate everything you said about choosing yourself so thank you!! <3

lovinlorne

I like Cleveland! I also don’t see where she’s inferring a man is the end all be all to her. She’s saying she found her one person in the world, not the only person in the world. We can have a million friends, but to have the one person who sees the real you, the unhinged you, the belches show tunes you? That person is priceless to have. And if they can be your husband/wife/partner? Mega priceless.

Alba

i love you, big sistersā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹

Gabi

I’m going through a super traumatic event in my life rn and putting this video on while I get up and try cleaning is really helpful. I hope you girls feel supported by the people in your lives and by the Patreon community, and im grateful for the comfort I’ve felt in this space

mandie lee

I also feel like one of the meanings of Babylon is about the public never appreciating her in the current era. They hate the song when it’s new, but they love it when it’s a memory. And the bridge as well.

Gabby V

i hope things get better for you as time goes on, this pain won’t be forevermoreā™„ļøā™„ļø bonny and em bring me comfort during hard times too, wishing you the bestšŸ™šŸ™

chatsandreacts

Pecky Bonhilda Bonita Ynnob Rocker is CRAZZYYYYYYY SAM HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOVE YOUUUUU šŸ’—

AP

Yeah when i heard it and then saw the lyric video i immediately thought this is intentional. It 100% gives of the vibe of a tv show like the office and sounds like an intro song lol.

Caroline

Fellow Cleveland crier just saying hello šŸ‘‹ šŸ˜‚

Lori Bland

Where is the reaction video to the 4 songs?

KC

This is the most vulnerable and open thing I’ve seen anywhere in SO long. I know you’re both going through it a bit at the moment, but you have each other and we’re all sending you love! šŸ’• so many of us are feeling so incredibly seen by this conversation, thank you for sharing with us. The collective chicken community is out here manifesting good things for you both!! Bonnie - as a Patient Zero, had a man that sounds so eerily similar to your poet (were together for 4 years but first in a situation that feels insane that I would have ever been in) they are VERY perceptive and emotionally intelligent, but it took a very long time for me to see that he used those tools to manipulate or hurt, more than to protect and nurture. it sounds so simple, but it was a wake up moment for me. Like you mean to tell me you have this super power (for a man) and that’s how you’re choosing to wield it!?? And at me?? They make you feel SO seen to your core but then what do they do with that knowledge? Also as i am someone who puts a lot of stock in words a friend pointed out to me that it never led to action and that was another bubble burst . I genuinely hope he turns it around (i meannnn he’s looking at a generational fumble, so genuinely WHAT is wrong with him) but if not - you are already growing so much and fathoming so deeply. Everything will work out in time just the way it’s meant to ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø Emmelina have ya seen her - staying true to yourself and your heart can never be a bad thing!! and you can clearly see that you’re so aware of how everyone in the situation is being impacted, I just know you’re handling this with grace and respect. Don’t hang on to any shame or guilt, if the roles were reversed I’d definitely want someone to tell me exactly how they were feeling, regardless of if it’s what I wanted or not. As for the other one, I’m curious if the conversation got to a point where you were able to speak now, it seems like maybe he left the door open for you to some degree or maybe also wanted clarity about the chemistry. What’s meant to be will happen when the time is right ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø Sending you both alllllll the love and just deeply thankful for this free therapy session with this safe space corner of the internet/world. PS I’m dying over your walks šŸ˜‚ you should just update us with your step counts for the day and we’ll know how things are going accordingly

Kristen

1:30:13 i can cancel therapy this week. this hiiiit.

katie whomst

you both are literally such a safe space for me!! thank you so much for fostering this community!!

Osmara

Okay I’m pretty drunk right now and I usually don’t comment but yet ohmygod WHY IS EVERYONE SO MISERABLE like I absolutely LOVE all the songs and seeing the internet and even ā€œswiftiesā€ shred it go bits is so upsetting

khushi04

love you baby girls ā¤ļø the hate on yall recently is insane and so unnecessary… people are so miserable šŸ‘»šŸ‘»

Mikayla

Sooo thankful for your videos because I did NOT fathom Babylon at all until I watched your reaction! My jaw literally dropped and I had to repent of my lack of understanding lol šŸ˜†

Connie Forrest

The Cleveland lyric video is literally a reference to American the office intro! Even the song itself sounds similar! Cleveland’s my favourite on the encore - i don’t usually listen to pop, this is a lot closer to the kind of music I usually listen to, so I’m always surprised when people find this kind of music cringe!

Sam Obrien

It appeared to me in a pink cloud felt right, felt organic šŸ¤­šŸ¤ŒšŸ». I love you ENDLESSLY my angel pies šŸ’–. And I miss your presence in New York desperately. I’d do anything to be able to sit down at a cafe and talk through all this shit together xxxx

Rose Ellen

I firmly believe that what is meant for you does not pass you by. Also that you can’t ruin the right thing. Relationships definitely take work, but it’s not supposed to be this hard! If it’s too hard, it’s not right - especially at the start!! Hang in there chickens! One day you will meet men who don’t make you question yourself and you will realise everything else has led you to the right place 🫶

Cara M

We thank the heavens for you two chickens 🩷🩷

Cara M

We literally only get ONE LIFE, why are the haters choosing to spend it being miserable and actually mean??? I choose joy and that’s why I choose Taylor, that’s why I choose you guys and all the other clever, fun reactors who understand Taylor. I hope this makes sense!! šŸ˜‚šŸ’•šŸŽ‰šŸ„³

Hannah

No you guys don’t understand to understand the sound of Cleveland you HAVE TO know about domestic Swedish pop. Go listen to FrĆ„n Och Med Du by Oscar Linnros and Sergels Torg by Veronica Maggio. They’ve fully tapped into that nostalgic sound. It’s not Max’s or Shellbacks usual pop sound it’s inspired by other domestic Swedish pop.

Cara M

Just on Babylon, with what Emily was saying about Taylor’s writing being kind about our human flaws, I completely agree. She has a huge capacity for empathy, so we can feel seen even in our less than perfect moments. I was helping pack up my eldest son’s room, cos he’s all grown up and moving out, listening to Babylon and I was so sad! I felt like I’ve missed it all. I haven’t, but in my loss of his constant presence in our house I feel like I have. Anyway Taylor makes you feel ok for feeling hard things 🄰

Cara M

Hey Bonny, I had a child with the tortured poet who ā€œI’d never felt this way aboutā€ and it ended so so badly. My delulu went for years and we never got better. He saw me so clearly but it still didn’t make it work. Please be careful of all things tortured and poetic…

Mae Lonsdale

Everything you lose is a step šŸ‘ you šŸ‘ take šŸ‘ !!!!

Mae Lonsdale

There she goes by Maisie Peters is feeling soooooo relevant rn

SomDrum

Obsessed with the fact that Taylor once said that she and Gracie had had eleventy-two cosmos the night they wrote Us, and now the lore that Emelina-have-you-seen-her was written one night in New York after you'd had too many cosmos šŸ˜‚. You are icons and always brighten my day, thanks for posting all these livestreams afterwards!

Miantsa

I wasn’t able to join the live but feel so happy to catch up now! You’re right, the world is particularly mean these days and awful on so many levels… the same way this community is a lifeline for you guys is the same for us too. I’m SO SO GLAD I get to have this small haven because WTF is going on out there. Whether a lot of it is bots or not, it’s still so f’ed. Again, I keep repeating that it’s ok to not like some songs and critique, but ā€œwhy do you have to rain on my paradeā€ as someone would say? Why resort to insults and venom, I don’t get it. I’m honestly retreating from online social life except for here because the world as a whole is just so hostile. (I saw what Bonny posted on IG as well….) P.S. hope these songs and this community is truly helping you girlies through your own struggles. SENDING SO MANY HUGS YOUR WAY!! šŸ’–

Miantsa

Agreed, Babylon MIGHT BE the best song she’s ever written! Maybe it’s recency bias but for now, this is the simplest truth for me šŸ˜…šŸ˜

Miantsa

I’m absolutely obsessed with Pink Clouding and Babylon. As a 1989 stan, Pink Clouding’s last chorus/outro is HEAVENLY. Both definitely in my top faves on Showgirl!

Michelle G.

EMILY as soon as that guy is single again, go for him!

Joseph Laurite

i do feel like emily and i have always been similar in music tastes and now it seems we relate even deeper in how we react in relationships. twin flame!

Connie Forrest

Cleveland is my favourite on the Encore, probably in my top 3 on Showgirl! It’s so odd to me that people are so obsessed with wanting to hear a specific sound from her. I’ve been following Taylor for years but really only joined the fandom during folklore cause I mostly listen to folk and indie (and jazz) so I loved that sound from her. Midnights wasn’t for me - did I throw a tantrum? Obviously not?! With an artist like Taylor who explores different genres not everything’s going to be for everyone and that is literally fine. But also - Showgirl has broken a million records so clearly it’s not as hated as many claim it is! Love that you’ve created this little corner on the internet for us to be free of all the unnecessary judgment so we can just chat about all things Taylor 🫶

Hannah

I needed to hear this chatty chat soooo much because it is just so comforting to know you’re not the only one in the TRENCHES of life right now 🫶🩷🩷 thank you 🫶

Gi

Love you girls!! I appreciate how thoughtful and open you are 🫶

Laura

Just a note on loyalty - I resonate with Taylor, its the most important thing. And I think us chickens are loyal to C&R and to Taylor and committed to celebrating joy and her music and each other. All the swifties out there criticizing her music like that are not true swifties imo, or they quickly need to learn and change their tune. Also, the years on the gravestone in the Patient Zero video are 1986-2022, which is also the year Scooter's ex wife was born (1986) and the year they divorced (2022). Hmmm...

Florence

Thank you for being nothing but a joyful corner of the internet! Everything else is the bad place. Also as a Scorpio who does actually NEED to know everything, thank you for being vulnerable and sharing what’s really going on. Sending strength your way, we have all been there before!

Cecilia S

hey so I normally don't comment on here but i feel like i have to. just to let you know that this has really been a safe space for me for years now. i've been so ententained by all your videos, ranking, chtas, reactions.... specially on the hardest days, you have keep me company and made me laugh, and i'm so so grateful for that. hope you are doing well and hope you know there are so many of us that love what you create and will be here for you. sending lots of love chickens

Sarah

I am in the breakup trenches so thank you so much for making this a safe space for us all. Sending you both so much love xx

Mikayla

Emily, remember the lesson we learned on Showgirl? WHEN YOU KNOW YOU KNOW AND IF YOU DONT YOU DONT! ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ you made the right choice.

Jordan Kelso

Sending y’all love!!!!! I do think patience zero is Joe. There’s so many references in other songs of infidelity in Joe songs, especially after watching the music video and then comparing to the ME! Video…. Just saying

Mikayla

Bonny- Taylor felt like Matty was her TWIN. ā€œWho’s going to hold you if not me? Who’s going to know you if not me?!ā€ She felt like they were the only two people in the world that totally understood each other. Best friends. Just remember that— and now look at where she is now šŸ’™ clearly Matty wasn’t the one for Taylor. You have someone for you out there girl. Your Travis is out there!!

Emma

Oh my gosh, girlsss šŸ’• I’m SO grateful for this community. I’m a girlie who lives alone, dealing with a frightful amalgamation of the same situations you’re going through with guys and this community you’ve created here makes me feel so seen and just part of the loveliest girlhood. I’m actually a therapist and I adoreee how vulnerably and authentically you both speak, it’s really special. Thank you for giving me this wholesome forum to always escape to and feel comforted by, and for just being the best ever šŸ©·šŸ’–

Folklore

Hii i resubbed just to support bonny and emily🌸🌸 you gorlies are the bestā­ļøā­ļø sending love from nycšŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—

Lori Bland

Where is your reaction to the Encore songs? Am I missing something?

Andy N

It's on youtube.

Hannah H

Just checking in after Bonny’s insta post. Hope all is well šŸ™

Aaron B

Bonny! – Something I've learned about love: Even though you love someone, it doesn't necessarily mean they are THE one. Also, even if you haven't loved someone as much as this before, it doesn't mean you won't find a greater love in the future. Many times in my life I've been heartbroken and didn't think I would ever find a greater love, but I was wrong. Thing 1 doesn't sound like he knows how amazing you are, like truly amazing. Don't settle for someone that doesn't completely see you, respect you, and value the wonderful woman you are. Thing 2: nope. Emily! - I know you feel like you missed out on your guy, and that's tough to handle, but go easy on yourself! Stay open for love and keep putting yourself out there.

1smrt cooki

I've just joined your Patreon in solidarity. I'm very pissed off about the negative stuff (I have not and will not watch any of that) and want to give you all of the support that I can.

Lauren Sisca

Bonny & Emily - can't tell you how much I needed this therapy session. šŸ’« Thank you for being SO vulnerable and open and real. Although so sad you chickens are in the trenches, this was such a calming, uplighting reminder of our collective self worth. No self abandonment allowed ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø

Elizabeth Beckett

I really think Patient Zero is about the music industry!!!

Madison

To the lovely chickens, I hope you remember that songs like the manuscript, dear reader, and all too well are not written from the perspective of a week has passed. Emily chicken, you are so hard on yourself, and I relate to that deeply. But in Taylor terms, remember that we would not have Taylor swift as the woman she was without Taylor Lautner and Tom Hiddleson. Sometimes I think as women who put up walls, we deeply fear hurting others. And that’s empathy, which is good. But we also must remember that every life experience is a stepping stone to our future self. Good or bad. Time pushes us FORWARD, our souls are what look back. Feel time, allow for sad to creep in and turn to despair. Allow these men to fall from your soul, because it’s too heavy to carry all that weight. You are loved ladies! Keep reflecting your bejeweled light!

Miss Lee

They would’ve hated absolutely ANYTHING she released, questioned why she released it and then started in on the BiLLiOnAiRe nonsense. I LOVE LOVE Cleveland! and the rest as well, she’s a remarkable artist.

Maddie

I really enjoyed listening to you pecky princesses have a chatty chat about your love lives. I’m so happy we all have this safe space šŸ«¶šŸ»

Breezy Bumbles

Just wanted to be random and mention that Taylor does have an Aunt Virginia on Scott’s side of the family.

Breezy Bumbles

My name is Bree but my Mom conjured up ā€œBreezy Bumblesā€ in her brain and I hated it my whole life (there was also a song that she made up) and now as an adult I am fully accepting the cringe and embracing it. As you can see, it’s my username. šŸ™„

Breezy Bumbles

I was deeply into Kylie Minogue in the Locomotion Era in the 80’s. Still have that album on cassette!!

Breezy Bumbles

I’m getting a strong connection suddenly between Babylon and marjorie. They’re both giving great advice on ā€œhow to beā€ and the bridge in marjorie is kind of talking about how Taylor wishes she was more ā€œpresentā€ with her grandmother and how she didn’t appreciate the time with her as much as she should. It’s about regret and not knowing what you have until it’s gone.

Laura Pacheco

bonnie i am going through a very similar situation right now we are in the trenches togetherrrr

Zo

I just rejoined this Patreon after about a year because lord I needed the safe space away from social media negativity!!! I’m only 30mins into this and have to leave for work now but want to say - thank you for talking sense! I LOVE Cleveland! It makes me feel so happy and joyful and euphoric! Like you say, one song doesn’t mean that’s actually how she feels all the time, it’s just a moment in time! Like when I have a rough day at work and someone sends me a shitty email, I go home, give my bf or my dog a hug and remember I have MY people and that’s what matters. THAT’s what this song is! šŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ’œ thank you chickens!

Pedrinewsom

Any time there’s a new Taylor release I know twitter is going to be filled with overwhelming negativity. So I’m always patiently waiting for your reaction videos to bask in the unconditional positivity you guys have for Taylor’s music. It’s a safe space for all of us. We love you and don’t let any of the hate get to you. Please keep doing you, keep being vulnerable and open and unapologetically positive.

Marissa

Awww June is my middle name too ā˜ŗļø

Alice Mense

guys. emily’s situation and that she didn’t let herself find out reminded me of something that happened when I was like 13 and on holiday with my family. I met this guy who was my age and there with his brother and parents. And I was literally in the hotel lobby watching Hannah Montana which was on (I suppose it was a rainy day) and this guy asked if I wanted to play pool with him and his brother (he had to try and get me away from the TV for a good while haha) and then I spent every evening with him, talking and playing pool and developed a crush on him, and then it was time to leave. I remember he even gave me his address and phone number and then I LOST the piece of paper on the way home, so I couldn’t contact him ever since. And every few years I remember and have a mental breakdown over the fact that I’ll never find out what could have been. And that sucks the most aaaah

Rebecca Ryan

Patient Zero is definitely about Joe Alwyn

ryles

thank you for posting this! i moved out with my partner recently (which has been great) but never really experienced girlhood in this way and you two give me that feeling. i feel your vulnerability only makes this a safer space

Kristin Ranae

Hi Girls! I've cried during Cleveland! every single time I listen to it. 😊 Like I don't know. I love these songs. So much fun!

Alice

Will you guys do a Patient Zero video breakdown?

Madison Wright-Maurais

PZ is so Joe Alwyn coded! It’s very ā€œmy face was grey but you wouldn’t admit we were sickā€. He probably cheated on her and now lyrics like ā€œsplintered back in winter silent dinners he was with her in dreamsā€ & ā€œmy friends say it isn’t right to be scared every day of a love affairā€ make so much more sense! Even the Betty & James cheating triangle is so pointed now. I reckon The Black Dog (the song no one actually knows what it’s about) is actually about watching her partner’s location and seeing him meet with another woman (the whole ā€œwhen another woman left his place I bet he kissed the rain off your faceā€ is very close to ā€œI watch you walk into some bar called the black dog [with some woman]ā€ ā€œrain soaked body shaking in the showerā€). Also the death date on the tomb stone in the mv is 2022, which would be the year they actually fell apart before breaking up officially early 2023

Nicole

šŸ’–šŸ’–

Amanda Christon

The most emotionally intelligent and beautiful women ever!!

Amy Sawyer

I know this is a unpopular opinion but Cleveland is my favorite song of the four it's so damn funny and boppy and sarcastic and my favorite brand of Taylor. (I am also an actually romantic stan)

Amy Sawyer

plus I just love to death the whole loml to LOVE OF MY LIFE move

Amy Sawyer

also I love the "hey hey Hey" just sounds so good in my ears

Amy Sawyer

I think i've posted this before but I always thought champagne problems was her talking to Joe.. like he was telling her "I cant propose to you because when I was in Uni I proposed to this girl and she said no and it fucked me up so much" and she was saying "its okay, now you'll have a girl to "patch up your tapestry" (and also she is being sarcastic, calling it champagne problems, because its not that deep Joe, everyone has a bad love experience in their past). So the lyric about "using nostalgia to hurt yourself but you end up hurting everyone else" really made me think about that. And also it relates back to Renegade

Honey

As someone who has been through her tortured poet phase… you will look back at this one day and be like why did I let myself be treated that way and settled for that…. I fully understand the intensity when you’re in it but soon you’ll realise that it was the thrill of the chase and getting his attention sometimes makes you feel special and it creates this high etc and you get like addicted to that, but yeah feel for you gal!! One day this will just be a life lesson you tell haha

Alexandra Wolfer

I love that it feels like so much of Showgirl is about not appreciating what you have until it's gone and learning from those mistakes. There's Ruin the Friendship and Babylon as the obvious ones, of course. But there's also Father Figure and how Scott didn't appreciate Taylor until she'd left. And there's Pink Clouding and how Taylor didn't appreciate Tom until it was over. There's even the title track and how Taylor has learned from Kitty's mistakes

Standing in the Sun

BONNY …your man is giving ā€œyou showed me colors you know I can’t see with anyone elseā€ šŸ™ƒšŸ’”

Anisa

Just want to share how much you two mean to me. Your level of insight into human emotion and psychology is so profound, and the fact that it’s all intertwined with Taylor’s stories and life lessons (and TSITP) is just so meaningful!

Under_The_Stars

Bonny, as someone who seems had encountered a man like that ( which is me! :D ) please Run as fast as you can. that's a BIG red flag.

rachel long

Emily needs to listen to Lizzy mcalpine a new album!!!! Ugly things!!

Marina Carnelós

Patient zero - I think the lyrics about fireworks (dear john) - said I love you first (joe jonas) - woman coming out of his place (maybe matty? or calvin?) I think it is hypothetical but she put all her experiences in it!!!!

KateT.

Can someone link me Encore reaction? I feel dumb and cant find?? only post-encore reaction.

Justin

It’s on their YouTube, not here

KateT.

Thank you!!

Elizabeth

We love you girlies. You’re safe with us šŸ’•

Erin S

Fabulous video. Thank you for the vulnerability!

Jordan

Thank you for acknowledging that you don't have to like it to be Swiftie. It is a shame that it seems to be either A) you get it and love it or B) you are a hater, because I love Taylor, am excited for the next project, but just don't really like Showgirl that much, but if you say that you're seen as a hateršŸ˜…šŸ™ƒ I am happy that other people like it, and I think Father Figure is AMAZING, but for most of the others the mesh of production, lyric and delivery just doesn't hit for me. And I've been a Swiftie since Fearless, and making fan videos to Taylor songs since back in 2010. I guess it's because there's so much hate that it makes this kind of battle-scenario where you have to pick sides, all very black and white.

Alex Engstrom

Thank God you guys. We all need this community in times like these.

Mari Miranda

Bonny and Rebeccaaaaaa. I just subscribed and this is my first thing seeing behind the pay wall. I let out the biggest sigh of relief. I love it here already. Thank you for being you. <3