Thinking of adding more openings (Patreon)

I have been thinking lately of adding more slots to the Full color commission tier. The thing is I have really been thinking of getting my own place again the thing is to live comfortably, from what I looked up, I would need to make like 10 times as much on patreon as I do now.

Its just that ever since my mom passed my home hasnt felt right and even before she passed I was thinking of leaving. My dad really got on my nerves a few days ago, which is what got me thinking about this again.

What happened is a few days ago I paid off my credit card and i was surprised that I spent a bit too much this month. I was splurging a bit due to my mom passing and i spent basically all the money I made from patreon. I told my dad that and he in his over reacting way got it in his head that i spent all my checking and savings. He brought it up the other day and I had to correct him that, No i didn't spend all my savings on stuff this month. He then brought up how he had been planning to monitor my spending and then said it reminded him of his brother and sister who both spent like 70k after their mom passed away. I guess me also trying to remember my mom's recipes also reminded him of his brother because he got into cooking.

The thing my uncle and my aunt are mentally handicapped, I don't know exactly what is wrong with them and i apologize if im using the wrong term. I already have issues with feeling that everyone in my family thinks im stupid but now for my dad to basically compare me to people with disabilities is just a new level of insulting. Also I tried to learn to make foods my mom used to make cuz I knew he liked that food, so now all that time trying to learn and remember seems like a waste

So yeah I cant help but feel I need to get out of here. I dont want any one to feel they need to donate more than they can from what I said. I just wanted to explain my motivation for making the change, and to vent a bit.

Ok you all take it easy and have a good holiday