Payments paused, still working on previous months rewards (Patreon)

Reminder, I paused the payments for this month so I can catch up on the rewards. If I've not started one of yours yet you're free to change the idea you want, just let me know and I'll delete the old one and you can fill out a form with the new idea. Also I'm willing to refund you for the months I missed if you're no longer interested in receiving the reward you asked for or if you just need that money more than you need the art at this point. You can also ask for a refund as way of "setting me free" for the time being with intent to commission or re-subscribe later ^^; I'm trying to say this in a way where I can clearly let people know that their request WILL be completed but I'm okay with canceling it all for now if they want. I'm just trying to find a way to make that clear without setting myself up for a rejection based emotional breakdown over my failure as a provider and an artist if someone does prefer a refund for now. Honestly, just let me know what you'd like to do if I've not started yours yet, I'm willing to negotiate whatever you want really.