September coming up, I'm behind but not as bad as I thought I'd be. Still, I wanna see how you guys feel. (Patreon)

So I'm getting pretty far behind on some peoples requests so I'll probably send out a few refunds on some months for ones I've just not had any real solid ideas on how to tackle....Like if I still have any from june I might send a refund on those but otherwise I just need to go through and organize the stuff I got a clear vision for.
This system I've got going...still VERY FLAWED. But I like how much higher effort I've been able to do the requests, like for a while there I felt really stagnant on the rewards I was putting out, even tho they were consistent at that time. But I don't really know how people feel about the trade off on quality versus wait time....I mean obviously I can GUESS it's not really something people are stoked about, waiting months on a request and not even knowing what kinda weird experimental kick I'm on when I finally work on it. And I'm like...a dipshit and will do an animation on a $25 request, not taking into regard I got more requests from the same person and I can't just do that everytime.
I guess what I wanna ask is, do you think the higher quality and effort pieces are worth the wait? Or potentially worth trading in other months requests? ...One of my biggest problems is most everyone requesting stuff wants to be anonymous, so having like...a public list showing where I'm at on projects isn't ethical and I'm not gonna do that people, that seems really fucked up.
I'm not sure how people feel in regards to the changes I've made, I know they're not GOOD changes but I do treat this place like at any given moment I can just lose everything....but I understand WHY people prefer to go through this site rather than kofi, everyone's on here basically, it's easier to just pay for everything in on place.
Anyway, I'm willing to work on a one on one basis on how you'd like me to treat your monthly requests; if you're more firm on just wanting me to fill the request, you don't want anything extra or if you're not really stressed and would accept one I've put a lot of work into in place of like 2 I've not gotten to yet. Just feel free to dm or email me to discuss it OR if you want to rethink one of your requests that's not been filled any maybe replace it with a new idea or different characters. I'm willing to work with you guys anyway I can to make sure you get something worth what you paid for or at the very least get a refund if it's just not worth the wait.
OH! Make sure you check that you DMs go through tho. I've been having this thing happen where I'll send a message and it just WON'T SEND until I refresh the page and send it again, it's very frusterating, I'm trying to keep on top of that as well.