thinking about pausing again. sick (Patreon)

since my root canal procedure started, a new symptom popped up. scratchy patch in the right side of throat, like a fishbone is permenantly lodged there. made eating hard for weeks. had piercing pain that suggest glossopharyngial nerve was involved.

been 2 months. it has healed, term used loosely, in that the worst of it has passed but the general area is still achey.

the past few days i experienced around-the-head headache and  vertigo. felt like i was gonna fall over. will need to visit the doc soon, had expected to earn some more money before i go for a checkup.

i don't have anything finished and i'm not confident i can come up with stuff in the last few days of 2019.

so if i still feel like shit on the 30th, i'm going to activate another pause.

2020 is not starting off well.