Friends, can I vent to you? (Patreon)

If you're prone to getting depressed over other people's problems, I don't recommend this post: I feel exhausted, I sleep very little, I work seven days a week to finish everything I have to do, take care of my grandmother, and upload content here, and it disappoints me when people unsubscribe saying it's because there isn't enough content or that I don't meet my audience's expectations. On top of that, the debts are draining me. How I wish I had a magic wand to conjure up the money I need to pay the bills. That's all. I don't want anything else, I just want peace. I think all of this is making me a bit sensitive because the hate I sometimes get on Twitter and the accusations that I do things with AI are affecting me, and they shouldn't. I feel like I'm not enjoying this like I used to, and I think if I'm so sensitive to all these little things, it's because my debts are exhausting me. I don't know if it's just my state of mind, but I'm seriously considering taking a break from social media for a while when I finish paying off these damn debts. Don't worry, I'll keep bringing you content on Patreon until I can't breathe anymore because it's my job. By the way, I don't want you to think you can't critique my work. If you have any suggestions, they would help me improve a lot. If I'm sensitive to complaints, it's only because of my current situation. It was nice when there was constructive criticism and not hate, and I didn't have debt or have to live in a makeshift room in deplorable conditions because my home didn't have horrible mold and mildew problems. The image is for reference. I'm not living in conditions of that magnitude, but about 50%. I hope I can return home soon.