Things reaching a halt. I'm concerned (Patreon)

So i made the decision this year to primarily work on art that im decidedly emotionaly interested in; yknow, hedonisticFour months in and i've already been punished for it, i suppose. My twitter got shadow banned, so my entire business there has been done and over for a while now. Comms were the only reason i was on there, and well, theyve been dwindlingMeanwhile, although a lot of people are enjoying my work on tumblr with pony stuff and whatnot, it rakes in no money whatsoever; i get no comms with it, nor anything in between.So my money is slowly fading; with me having to afford hrt, repairs to basic shit in my house (i had to buy a new bed and a new fridge because both broke) and yknow, affording FOOD.Well. i don't know what to do exactly; I've actually really really enjoyed writing recently; my brain is kind of asleep when im drawing, but when i'm writing. Im just awake, you know?I suppose theres the obvious choice. just stop what im doing and go back to regularly scheduled furry tits.Well, either way. i suppose theres a dark irony to it of me being proven right; a handful of people have been surprised by how ""Successful"" I am, and i always made it pretty clear that my business was built on a house of cards, ive never been viral nor been truly known on the furry fandom or otherwiseSo is this shit just not for me? Should i just go get a job?Eh. Idk. Im still thinking about it. But i thought i might as well be honest here. Situation is getting dire