Computer troubles and depression (explained) (Patreon)

So my computer is currently over a decade old, almost 15 years old, actually. its dirty, i've replaced nearly every part of it (even the motherboard.  it's a real ship of theseus) And the current issue i've had for the last months is that my computer's POWER bUTTON no longer works as it should. it was heavily dependant on my no break, (which through a series of power outtages and electricity malfunctions, now is broken beyond repair. (battery's fried. i could have saved it but i wanted my pc to still work, like i said, it was dependant on it, so now i need a new one again)basicaly, my computer is senile, broken down, held together basicaly by duck tape; and although it still serves all my needs (when its FUNCTIONING) the fact that its so, so frequently breaking down and having issues is no longer tolerable. I really, really like to draw everyday, and it's my BUSINESS to have commissions weekly now, so i cant have it out of order.The good news is that i did order  a new computer! it's set to arrive this month. the bad news is that it's been delayed twice now. I ordered it in FEBRUARY. This new computer would be quite the lovely solution to my issues, it'd likely even allow me to stream better, since all the hardware and software would be enhanced.And there may be a question on your mind "Hey, now that your pc is currently fried, does this mean you'll sketch more?" and well, i sadly don't function like that. When my routine is disturbed so througly, so abruptly, Like my pc getting broken down on sunday when i cant fix it, that just basicaly shuts down my most positive mental faculties; my entire routine is kaput, my confort is shattered.I have and will draw more, but the fact that my routine is so throughly bashed makes me be almost catatonic. I'm usualy in a creative "zone" when i get to function on my routine-- i'm a well oiled, determined, happy machine, and i LOVE sticking to my orderly routine too! when it comes at a halt against my will, my mood plummetsand i was sooo exited for this week. i had multiple projects underway too! god. i was so exited for redoing atlas, rebooting hera's design, drawing more marina and cathy.... and even reopen my commissions! But a wrench has been thrown in my entire week plan and i'mjust. spending almost my whole sunday waiting for my pc to be ready, laying on the couch, watching tv while playing 3ds. i cant bring myself to exercise my creative muscleswhen i'm so fuckin bummed out.im typing this on a shitty old laptop too. The one thing i'm accomplishing on this depressive haze is 99% completion of Re:coded on my DS, and 97.5% completion of kid icarus uprising i suppose, at least i'm exercizing my work dicipline on something....?either way, thanks for reading this longass vent. i've had a pretty unlucky year so far, pretty much anything good that's happened to me has been the result of my unbashfull, determined, unrelenting hard work. These will bemy last months of college, andhonestly, i'mlooking forward to my unemployment time.More polls and sketches coming soon! thankyou all new patrons. I promise i will not let you down with the content uploads here, that's a morgan Guarantee ;3