Some updated of what i plan to do the next months! (Patreon)

OK so a few important updates about whats happening with my life;  First of, i'm still living with my granma, she moved it when my brother moved out. it was a lot of conflict, but damn, after the dust settled, we're doing MUCH better. I'm doing much better! I have more privacy and more freedom and i FEEL it y'know? its been a friggin joy to decorate and fix up the house. My grandmother is broke, though. she's currently waiting for her Retirement money which would help us a lot, and she's selling a lot of her old belongings, as well as going to play piano for money in some famous places soon, which could get us some money, But untill then its worth stating, i'm the one keeping us afloat. all the bills on the house, all the food and travel expenses are paid by me, the money i aquire with my job as a freelance artist on the internet.  Furry titty commissions literaly keeping me alive. Lmao.  Anyways, a good update on my life to say too is that i am going to get on a hormone/transition doctor's appointment soon! like 10 days from now i think? i'm very exited, this is very much to officialy start my transition! im rly sad that i had to wait so long, but i'm also happy that we get to do this either way! again, furry titty commissions are literaly going to be paying for all my expenses there. i will be working as hard as ever so i can continue to afford the essentials, but also pay for this long overdue transition that i rly want! im so exited to have boobs you got no ideaaaaa  i feel like steven king lmao. i literaly dont concider it an option to have an art block, its paying my bills, so i will pump out work endlessly untill im safe 👌 OK another important thing i plan to do, i'm going to start editing my very own first, one and only youtubepoop soon! likely the only one i'll ever do. i have plenty of ideas that ive already written down (not a literal script) and ive been gathering footage already, heh. it will be specificaly inspired by kingdom hearts RE:chain of memories!  And on the video editing base, i also want to maybe do my first and likely only video essay about the pokemon fangame "pokemon reborn". its an extremely long pokemon fangame i played to completion a while back, 130+ hours of gameplay and time spent on an experience with incredible highs, and unfathomable lows. It's the best pokemon experience i've ever had, and its also one of the worst gaming experiences ive ever had. It's THAT kind of game. and since theres barely any talk of the game on the internet other than a wiki and a couple reddit posts, the game's been mostly unnoticed. and although i don't want to become a video essayist (though that would be cool, its a big time sink.) i think i want to make a video about it. i'm doing a second playthrough to aquire footage and thinking up how i'm going to compose my script if i do; this isnt something i'm 100% sure of if i'll really do, but i'm already gathering footage by doing my second official playthrough, this time trying to go by the game a tad faster than 130 hours lmao. The game serves as a really good example of the best and the worst that can come out of indie writing and i think it deserves to be dissected! But hey, i might not do this at all either. video essay is one thing, but dissecting indie work may be more personal and stuff! could be best to make videos on non indie games!  I also got rpg maker, and sometime, maybe this year, want to start learning how to use it! Though don't have big plans on it, since you gotta make shitty games before you make good ones!