My vacation's over; Gf is back home! (Patreon)

I will be returning to business as usual, as much of a bummer it is to say goodbye to someone i loved spending time with so much. oof.Either way, it's time for me to get back to work, but not just that; this is the first year in my life in which i'm no longer with my parents, but also not in college or school or ANY course. So this year is going to be widely diffrent; i have a chance to try to really pursue this career, and i want to take it!Now the sad thing is i'm not exactly sure what direction i oughta take my work, It's a cause of anxiety, because its hard to know what to pursue! after all, lots of the websites i use are tanking or are tanked. i am FULL of lots of ideas, but that doesnt change that i need to actively chase something that will work.for example, i'd love to get into game design. Don't want to be a programmer though; so what the fuck?another example, i wouldnt mind at all doing at least one YTP in my lifetime; but goddamn editing is time consuming! i wanna make a big one!Last one, video essays, if anyones seen my streams, you know i have a LOT to say. about a LOT of things. I could have a field day writing scripts and editing. but that would take up so much time too! and i have to do comms to stay afloat.I wouldnt mind becoming more popular on twitch, but its not like my content is worth meeting guidelines, so it'd be a double edged sword. Honestly i got No clue if thats a good avenue on the future.anyways lemme list some of the ideas of projects, big and small, i have this year!- Finishing the Digitized Redesign of my SFW ocs, alongside their RPG stats and strong suits.- Drawing my titty ocs as tarot cards. (examples: behemoth = The tower. Hera = The empress. marina = the sun. Agatha = death. Meredith = the High priestess.)- Do a full walkthrough of borderlands the presequel with my friends where we all play as claptrap on NG+; and i do custom pngtubers to fit the vibe for all of us.- Actually do some funy memey jokey MLP comics perhaps. I have more rarijack feelings.- Do some more involved YCHs with even more chars on them! Hera strangling criminals that are YCHs, Agatha performing rituals on YCHs, etc- start posting some poems i've been writing here (thats right. the furry artist who draws huge titties is writing ""poems"". rejoice lmao)- Do an animation of a Bonnie apology video where she vaguely apologizes for commiting murder with an accidental confession that she will do again- Maybe actually try to commute and socialize with other artists? do more art trades? idk man that kind of socialization is hard for me. As much as it'd be fun to be a part of circles i'm also never feeling the need for them, plus am super anxious over how artists bigger than me treated me in the past.- Make a youtubepoop of kingdom hearts chain of memories. Coupled with funny ytp jokes of other media i like.- Draw some Magazine-cover-Style arts for my characters matching their vibes!- Start trying to learn on how to use RPG maker which would be hell to do. Super complicated to basicaly learn a new language- on the same breath of the project above, i wouldnt mind joining another game project as an assist with my knowledge of art and media design to help out. No clue how to do so or how to even demonstrate that i qualify; worst of all; if id even like it.- Introduce a new design for bonnie, alternate form where she's goth.- Maybe do more comics involving my booby ocs!Anyways, these are some of my main plans for this year. Idk how things are gonna work out for me. But im here as determined as ever to keep going! thank ya'll for being fans and stickin around. Patreon polls may return soon -v- I may make a new tag for "projects" here on patreon!