nov 7 2026 vod (Patreon)

Sorry my vibes were kinda low in this stream as well.

Honestly I lost my grandma right before halloween after being in the hospital since september due to a stroke and I've just been sad. It felt so sudden and I haven't mentioned it on stream cus its hard for me to say out loud without getting emotional but its easier to type out. Luckily when I stream I am really good at putting my emotions aside for a few hours, but when I do asmr I have a lot of time to think among the silence.

Just wanted to share in case any of you are extremely perceptive and have noticed a difference in the last month or so. Maybe eventually I will talk about it on stream but idk. My birthday is in one week which should be a happy time but i think it will be different this year