Rambling about my works desire. (Patreon)

Forgive if this comes across as a rambling mess, trying to verbally articulate my desires can sometimes feel very chaotic, I just want everybody to know what I have been pondering lately as well as why I sorta slowed down in August.

August I had a medical procedure come up and I had to do prep for it, afterwords I needed to heal from it, it wasn't anything major, just something standard, and I am feeling much better now thankfully. I had a colonoscopy and they removed something, I haven't checked my health portal lately to see if the results are back or not but my doctor thinks I am in the clear, and it's helped me a lot, I just had some touch and go stuff for a short bit with a worry I may have tore something open inside but its fine now.

During that time I've been thinking something over heavily, about the Patreon and my furry artwork, and how I would like to progress from here. I want to keep going but I also want to make something as well, something more then just uploading one off images, Ive considered doing comic stuff for awhile but I always back off because I get lost in the scope of it, do I make every page adult, do I tell a story, how to combine them and I've been jotting down thoughts and ideas in a note pad for the past month about how to approach it, and I may understand how I could.

How to approach an adult comic with lewdness, humor and some story to it, I tested the concept with two pages of Nathan and Sharon recently but I lost my train of thought how to approach it from there.

I think I wanna tell a silly story about my aged out porn star Sonny, how he came to be, his time in the industry, and his ultimate road to being a bum. But I also want to tell a story about Debra, and Nathan and even Valentine. Do I approach it as comics, or single pages with text, do I mix media, its hard to figure out what I wanna do or how I wanna approach this.

I'm not being absent on purpose, I just wanna really make something right now that's more then just posting a spread shot of Debra with some flavor text. I want to expand on things, improve my work and produce something I feel is worth your attention and support, but I have a hard time picturing and understanding how to do that very thing.

On the upside, I feel I am reaching a point I truly like with how I design characters and express them, making them a bit more cartoonish in the face has really helped while trying to find a balance with my old style and new.

Would anyone even be interested in a story about Sonny getting his start as a pornstar? Or meeting Debra Diamonds? Or perhaps Nathan and his boss, Valentine and her lewd memory book and recalling her romps with lovers.

The easiest solution is "just start sketching, get the idea down, that's the hard part, the easy part comes later with work." but deep down I would love to bring to life lots of these ideas that I tend to only share with close friends.

I thank you all for your support, I apologize for lack of content, but I don't desire to just fill up your in box with dribble work when I feel I can potentially accomplish something better for you, that's where I have been mentally. I want to improve as an artist and I want to make expressive work that can explore certain topics.

I feel like Sonny, Nathan, Debra and Valentine are great extensions of those feelings.