self portraits in the midst of grief (Patreon)

here… i took this photo yesterday, and hated it. it is good to make art that i hate and still share it. also, some perspectives from a figure drawing class i modeled for last night… learning to hold space for all the emotions to move through without trying to fix or change anything. it is all ok. not labeling the darker feelings as “bad” or the lighter feelings as “good”. it all just is… ♾️