Dear patrons, minus 1 (Patreon)

I apologize for the poor translation.

Where to start?

Since I use the internet, I try to be transparent and honest. I have no profiles or false names. This too, is a trait that I try to have in my real life. I try to be an honest, sincere person, even if I lose things along the way, (and I've lost them)

But, well, today, I want to tell you, I'm not a little girl who lives with Dad and Mom and they pay me my food and my roof. No, I am a 37 year old woman, who pays for her food, day by day.

In real life, I have my clothing brand. can you see my facebook https://www.facebook.com/coloresurbanosfanpage/

You will notice that I have stopped sewing, publishing clothes, the months that I have dedicated myself to doing cc. (I can not do both at the same time, it's physically impossible for me)

From 2013 until June 2017 I made "free" content for love, really for the love of the sims. as all of you I love to play.

I also did video tutorials, so that people learn how to make their own CC. I feel that my contribution to the simmer world is respectable

In June TSR promoted me to feature artist and for the first time in my life, I thought that the time invested in making cc could feed me.

One day I decided to leave the seam to one side and try to earn my bread with the cc. It was my decision, I will not go into details, since they are very personal things that I do not want to share for now. But I am aware that it was my decision.

TSR pays me $ 200 monthly, if I give 20 cc a month. in my country, $ 200 is less than half of a basic salary. It's fine, if it's an extra income, for someone who takes it as a hobby and does not have to buy their food or pay bills.

For me it is not. These last months I spend 15 hours a day doing cc.

The cc I make is mine, and I choose how and with whom to share it.

I chose to come to Patreon, make exclusive cc and share it with those who can help me with a donation.

I always knew, if I do not do well, that if I do not have people willing to contribute economically. I can go back to my sewing machines, and make clothes that people are willing to pay for them. (I do not gift the real clothes I make)

The person who filters my content is here. and if you have it, it's because you made your contribution of $ 5. I know I must not fight against you, if I win you, others will come and others and others.

Hopefully, for you it is worth pleasing to hundreds of people, knowing that you have done wrong to 1.

How have you done me wrong?
Do you lack respect for my work, my hours inverted, my decisions, have you started to think, how many of my patrons cancel their promise, because they can get the cc without giving anything in return?

This is the most important point of all this. How many of you will be willing to continue to support me? I want to offer you exclusivity, but unfortunately there is a person who shits on top of you, on top of me.

Without the support of you, it does not make sense to continue here, it does not make sense to continue doing cc. This is a decision that I still do not encourage to take. But be clear that my food does not depend on any of you, only me, and my decisions, I can always go back to the manufacture of real clothing.

I want to be honest. My content has been filtered. I will try to protect it with DMCA, but there will always be the possibility that it is filtered. You must also make a decision. feel free to stay, to continue to support me, knowing that your support encourages me to continue, but also that many others who do not deserve it will be able to access it. or leave, You are free to take the decision to leave, knowing that later you can access the cc. (if there is still cc)

It looks like a drama, but it really is not. Worst things happen in life. The sims is a beautiful game, and will continue to be with my CC or not!

Thank you very much for the September support! Somehow I am committed to the October look, so I guarantee it will be finished and delivered. although only 1 patron remains. Later on, I still do not know. many thanks!

sorry for this long post I like the clear things and the truth. :)