Billing has been paused for a month. Need to think things through (Patreon)

What the title says. I've paused payments for my lack of content, lack of commissions, lack of interest, lack of feedback and possibly re-thinking what i'm going to be doing with all this. I do want to be able to do commissions but with so much lack of interest and recent events that made me leave more friend groups and feeling like i can't really be a part of anything.However.I am plotting which will probably be the last stab at trying to establish anything with the furry community as it seems neigh impossible to be able to share my interests outside of just doing smut for people and absolutely no interactions, constantly feeling like i'm not good enough to game with others, can't even talk to others because of my own interests and even just trying to be social in general even when i need the feedback to feel like i'm doing anything right here or at least some kind of criticism, being ignored and people being silent and just not engaging at all makes me feel like i'm nothing. I won't reveal anything yet but if this doesn't work then maybe i'm not cut out for anything at all.