A rough day (Patreon)
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I don't know what the point of this post is, I just... needed someone to talk to? Needed to vent? Probably better places to do it, but it does pertain to my Patrons.
I'm really exhausted from today. It's been a rough day, and I won't lie, I need help.
I thought about opening a ko-fi, use that like a tip service, but I didn't know if that sounded like I'm taking advantage of you guys. But again, today has been rough. I've thought about opening up another sale, this one available to anyone...
Maybe I will. Open it up on Questionable Content, or something.
I guess I just need to vent. I'm frustrated and angry. I want to be better for all of you, and myself. I want to make money from my writing. I want to save up money and enjoy it, but it feels like every time I do, life kicks me down.
Don't get me wrong, I know I'm extraordinarily lucky. I'm so fortune to have all of you guys in my life, helping me, donating to me, paying for my services. I'm lucky, and I'm blessed, and I owe so much to all of you. Don't think I'm not grateful for all of you. The fact that a person wants to donate even a dollar to me, the fact that people leave and come back to donate me, everything you guys do, it helps me.
But today's just been rough. I guess I just need someone to know that.
I don't want to be a charity case, and I don't want to sound like I'm some ungrateful beggar, but sometimes bad days pile up and hit you hard.
I want to earn my keep. I want to work hard, and have something to show for it. I want my hard work to be enough.
Guess I just want to end this on a question. This... whatever it is.
Is there anything in particular you want to see from me? Anything you think would be a good idea or a good service to you guys? I want to earn patrons, I want to earn my money, I want your money to be worth what you get in return.
Is there anything I can do to improve my services? Do you have suggestions you want to give, or ideas you want to offer that might help my Patreon grow?
It's okay if not. Hell, I have no idea on how I'm going to get this Patreon to grow. Just... write more, I guess? Honestly, I think I just needed to vent. Voice my frustrations.
Now we start the journey of rising above this chapter, and on to the next. Hope you follow with me.
And guys? Really, thanks for all you've done for me. Words can't describe it, but you've kept me going. I appreciate you.