An Unfortunate Update (Patreon)

So unfortunately I've got a bit of bad news.

It looks like rather than requiring just one surgery I'm going to need two and have also been referred for a full body CT scan in order to see if there is cancer present in other areas of my body.

Obviously, a negative result would be fantastic but there is also a possibility I'll need more surgery/immunotherapy.

The reality is that I'm struggling to deal with all of this. It's all been extremely sudden and both me and Steph feel really bowled over by everything. It's been tough to get through things week to week when you feel like the situation just keeps getting worse and it's impacted every day since the diagnosis in a really negative way.

Thank you so much for all the kind words and nice messages in the meantime. I'm really sorry if I've not replied - it can sometimes really help the situation to just bury my head in the sand.

Hopefully soon I'll have some better news to share.

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So given all this - I had hoped that maybe I could get the next video out before my surgery but now I'm just not sure. I'm going to keep working on it when I can and maybe it'll somehow hit the channel but I don't want to commit to a date when I simply won't be able to keep to it.

This does make me feel very guilty considering you're all pledging monthly support so I thought at the very least I could upload a little preview of the sort of thing I'd be covering.

This section is technically part 2 and deals with the background behind Onimusha's development and some of the strange things I've wanted to cover while researching it.

Fingers crossed it's an enjoyable little watch and can tide you over until the full thing. Once again I'm extremely sorry it's been such a long wait and I really hope you can understand.

Much love - Matt