ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ (Patreon)

a bit of a serious thought… i once thought i had boldly declared something in my own words on instagram, but lately i’ve realized that i hadn’t truly formed my ideas yet...i’ve been thinking that i need to paint a clearer, more concrete image of my future, otherwise i’ll just keep repeating this same loop forever. (why am i always this serious…) i’m growing tired of how i’ve turned myself into this elusive, quiet figure always cautious, always hiding out of fear of something. the fact that i’ve only made around thirty tweets this entire year honestly shocks me !! unbelievable !!!! but that’s not who i’m supposed to be !when i told my mentor about it, she said, “maybe you’ll find some insight by doing the exact opposite of what you’ve been doing” so i’ve decided to try that little by little, i want to start sharing my thoughts, daily life, art, and words more openly online. (i already have countless drafts piling up, unreadable in number) god, please grant me strength once more ! i need a new breeze in my life !!

...where is my summer ?