Update: Spoiler! It was carbon monoxide poisoning (Patreon)

Thought I would provide an updates because surely you've noticed... Not much activity recently which I do apologise for to my loyal supporter base and casual engages alike. So a lot of my symptoms which were previously thought to be extreme depression and worsening severe anxiety resulting from post viral synptons after I had the flu for 3 weeks were in fact the result of concentrated carbon monoxide poisoning due to negligence from my landlord. It is currently unknown how long this has been going on (potentially even while I was bedridden with the flu and probably even prior like in November) but the tenancy board is now getting involved due to illegal conduct where the landlord denied access to the house for the oil leak people despite the fact that fumes had spread throughout the house and the carbon monoxide alarm was going off.

I am currently safe and for the time being staying at the residence of some good friends while this is all getting sorted. And let me say it's amazing what one night's sleep in a place with way cleaner air quality has resulted in. For one my limbs don't feel all heavy and made of lead, and I also don't feel constantly super dizzy or nauseous. I still don't feel at my 100% but I feel much more clear in the head at present, so much so I think I will be able to actually draw today. I think it is kind of darkly funny in a way that a lot of my symptoms that I was even sent for a psych eval for and prescribed new medication for was the result of extensive prolonged carbon monoxide poisoning but it's also not funny because if I hadn't bought a carbon monoxide alarm for the house I very well could have just died. So remember: Always make sure you get a carbon monoxide alarm if your house doesn't have one and your landlord doesn't install one! Landlords are evil and don't care if you die if it means saving money in the moment - they do not care about you!

Thank you all for your patience with me and I hope that I can get back on track art, project, and communication wise as my irl circumstances get sorted OTL