life is brutal sometime (Patreon)

Today is Monday, a typical day for posting here and I want my life to return to its usual norms. At least for a little while, at least while I have the strength to do so. Today is 6 days since my dearest person passed away and the emptiness seemed to be able to take me completely. And at some points, photographers who have already become my friends send me links to photos with these words "life is brutal sometimes. I can’t wait to see you smiling again”

I will definitely get back to normal, I will smile as sincerely and openly as before, but for now I just want to feel that thirst for life again.

Everything is gradual, I know, step by step.