Starting sketch idea over is gold (Patreon)

Oh man old sketch was so unpleasant to me that I wanted to trash the idea overall and move on, stuck in sketching stuff moment but new one gave me needed success in my own eyes 
Several books, videos say that your 1st idea always suck
Which is true, its not noticeable sometimes in quick workflow
I am fw
But when it comes to final idea
I put in on the side and try to recreate it from the scratch

This reminds me how Ive been watching Blender 3d videos and doing same stuff guy did on the video
And then you do your own thing with same tool and skill set from the video to actually memorize and get a result of your labour

My god I am not a writer, but I don`t want to use ChatGpt to generate something in pretty form
Not touching ai to even know is there any grey ethical area, as artist I am far away from generated images
And keep myself away from generated text
Do appreciate nice posts to read, maybe with things I do now and here with time my skill will improve and it will bring quality change to my life with making my ideas clear and be cool at english ye ye