Hey guys I got an ultimatum today (Patreon)
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I want to be straight with you guys, my family, specially my mother, never liked that I chose an artistic career and of course she knows the kind of stuff that I draw and is ashamed of it. And thinks I will be poor or have no money for anything. More importantly it took me a long time to finish my degree in art I studied for a long time, now she wants me to make tons of money each month. The point being I’m still at home but I may get kicked out by the end of the year if I want to be here I have to give my mother 250usd each month, so yeah, but I have no savings I have very little earnings so I want you guys to help me out a little not monetarily but with suggestions like sites to post places where to share art I dunno, I always had this dream to be an artist for as long as I remember I held on to it and well here I am fortunate that I am able to do stuff for you all to enjoy. However, I need to broaden my horizons. And if you got ideas, think of me as someone who is just starting so I’m pretty sure other people wouldn’t know me or even care who I am/was. I want to prove I can be a successful artist. So I want to hear your thoughts, I know many of you already increased your pledges and trust me I really really appreciate you all and I strongly appreciate everyone who is pledging and helping me out it makes me hold on to hope. Sorry about the very long post I just am a little hurt by the discussion I had a little while ago and it may be difficult to understand what I talked about.
Long story short I need to expand and I ask you for help. Even places you may think I could post my stuff that may attract interest here I would highly appreciate.
As a final note, I don’t want to be pitied, this isn’t meant to be one of those posts that want you to feel bad about my inability to do better. However I just wanted to tell you all about what is going on and that yeah I am in a bad spot right now, yeah I am scared, I am insecure and sad but I’m also looking for a way to do better because that is what we should do strive to be better without letting go of our dreams. Even after my mother told me “you don’t want to be anybody in life” I want to be, maybe I will not be a huge influence or I won’t change the world but I want to be an artist one that makes good looking art of girls and this I had clear a long time ago.
Finally I want to apologize for the long and sad post and thank every single one of you for being here come good or bad. I am truly sorry for posting this and thank you truly for reading this far. I love you all, my best wishes!
COG