I'm genuinely concerned. (Patreon)

I tried to open up to my parents about my possible autism since autism is often overlooked in women, and I got reduced to scrutiny.

They kept telling me: "you don't have autism", when I literally spoke to people surrounding my own YouTube community diagnosed with autism with similar issues, having months of research in my hands thanks to their help. I had so much research and they simply denied it all.

Now they told me to fend for myself since I don't entirely trust them(I couldn't even trust them properly because they weren't giving me the right help), so... I'm trying to find a neuropsychologist near me for help, and I hope I can find them.

I have mental issues to be taken care of since my childhood and the death of my mother, and I need to fix them. My father and stepmother never did a good job on that because they're too absorbed in their own problems, so it's time for me to clean the mess they made in my life. I have no one IRL to support me because as you can see - my parents never took my issues seriously ever since I was 13.

I hope I can get this done soon, I can't work on my art career while emotionally devastated like this. I'm not posting this on YouTube because I don't want too much attention on this. This is my private life after all, and I'm willing to be open about it.