About the slow activity this month (Patreon)

I've talked about this in my discord server but I wanted to make a post here too for people who arent there;

In short, I'm sorry for the sloooooow output this month. Getting back to my normal rhythm was... harder than I expected. I'm doing my best to come up with stuff, even tried to open for commissions but didnt get many people interested.

So right now i'm stuck in a loop of trying to relax mentally so I can come up with ideas again, then feeling bad for taking this time to try and get back to it and letting the guilt get to me, resetting me back to square one. It sucks.

What I'm thinking of doing is just taking the rest of the holidays off, it's only a few more days, but it lets my mind have some extra time to calm down, without thinking i should be creating NOW.

I'll come back with something good, I promise. Things have been hard to adjust to, maybe I'm just going through something. I'll make it through, thanks to the incredible support from all of you.